~missing/nostaglia~

[neverwas]

you use to make me laugh
the things we'd do together.
id make you smile and pick you up
(one boy after another)

id call you a sister and we would always play along.
ive been thinking about you now for quite sometime.
wondering why things went the way they did.
was it anyones fault?
or was it just mine?

i introduced you to all my friends
you were my "lil" girl.
i even handed you my "boy"
i didnt realise i had done this...
untill i found a text where you were trying to be coy.

i still miss you when i think of our lil silly things.
imaginary tea parties on the roof in kings cross,
our big brother session nights
and pop rock tastings.
(that was the night we met)
we were inseperable
even with the lights.

to long now for you have i beaten myself up.
ive hunted round for your email address,
ive even kept you in my heart...
where i assumed you would always belong.

people tell me "to let sleeping dogs lye"
but i cant help but feel our unfinished business
will leave me wondering and confused.
what happened to our life we seemed so wrapped up in?
are these memories to remain only for random joy?

i would love to hear from you
even if its just a good night wish.
but nothing...
so i wollow in my memories
and drown in my nostalgia.

 

[RareForm]

I really liked this honest approach at how you feel when the people that used to be your life and were always there, and then you just don't what happened to them like they disappear...I have had this happen to me on too many occasions

 

[frostyangel]

I've got friends like this where you miss the very much that your willing to forget all the bad. And sometimes you realize that if you do give in to yourself and go back.. you might realize that some things never changes... and sometimes when you go back to way things were you realize how much things stay the same..

And that could work out to you benifit or make you understand why things happened like they did.

And it never hurts to try. But you have to realize the reason why that person is not in your life. I believe that people entry your life for a reason and then after time has moved on you realize why they were there and why you or they have moved on.

That's why we don't realize how much we take for granted in this life. Especially a friendship that you think will last for ever...

*

 

[E-girl]

well i believe the REAL friendships can be somehow saved... but it takes both sides to want it.