Missed my chance

[Web]

I missed my chance with you, I see that now.
why is hindsight so damned clear? Why didn't I see this before? You would have complimented me so well, fitting like a missing peice of the puzzle. But now, after letting this slip by, I still have that hole in the middle, that little spot that you would have fit in... Now I ache for what never was but could have been, or am I just a silly old man with an overactive imagination? How can something that never happend be over? You'll never know, just how I feel... I had a shot at love, again... and now it's gone, into the arms of another.
Is it worth it to even mention what's gone on, in my mind, all to myself? Or shall I move on, and hope to at least be your friend?
I laugh at that, knowing that I would reject your friendship... second place sucks.
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Christian
AIM: TChristianW
"The sharpness of memories fade, but never the tone." --ebow
"'slaughter' is just 'laughter' with an "s."--Mr. Sticky
[This message has been edited by Web (edited 21 November 2001).]

 

[E-girl]

second place sucks.

it's funny, how something so close to perfection is still somehow, not enough. i think you and i both agree that with some situations, its all or nothing.
best of luck hon. you are so sweet. that girl is not worth your tears.
*kiss*
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
Find one person you can count on forever, one person you can love forever, and one person you can be with forever... and if you're lucky, it will all be the same person.
"Live for the memories."

 

[sunEdltye]

this is really good. it's rare that i meet a girl that DOESNT play games, i think it's something programmed into their little brains when they were kids.
too bad we cant find a girl that is down to earth and will be our #1...
Evan

 

[Baron]

Web, breathe deep my friend, and let go the potentiality. I know this has happened to me, and it will continue to happen. Please keep looking ahead, and soldier on with your friends who are friends.
Well put.

 

[Web]

Torn Asunder, While Smiling
Part two of "Missed my chance"
It's all over, something that never existed... And yet I'm smiling.
I crack this maniacle grin because I see happiness in the both of you.
Once again I reiterate... second place sucks,
even in a race that was never ran.
But how can I hold a grudge, when people I care about are happy?
Hah HA! I'm over it already, can'tcha tell?
My heart is shielded, you won't hurt me no more... Now I can go on acting like all I ever was, was a friend.

 

[alykitty]

But how can I hold a grudge, when people I care about are happy?

exactly
Missing a second chance means being able to have a first chance with something else..
{{Web}}

 

[C Divinity]

nice job, thanks for posting

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[Haza]

i totally know where your commin from ive let one too many slip through the cracks of my hands, but the key thing to remember is...nothing you can do can change that (sounds harsh) but there are people that you have to get over, and she prolly slipped through because you two werent compatible enough...for every one that can get away theres still one waiting to be left caught...dont worry about the past too much, live life for the future, great posts by the way