so i finally had a terrible comedown, not as bad as some of the posts ive read on blue light, but, at Eforest i took a mint, was going to wait a month for lolla, then blew a small line of this moonrock i got a week before, probably 75mg. rolled hard!!
then at lolla, took a half mint and some moonrock (totally probably 50mg moon rock and blue O), rolled again, then on saturday took another blue O, rolled very hard, Then on monday, i felt like HELLLLLL. super anxious, felt like if i didnt drink a beer i was going to panic, so downed like 2mg lorazepam and felt the same, felt dizzy, shakey, anxious, depressed.
it was weird too because lolla this year was absolutely the best festival of my life, the entire time was a glowing experience, and i rolled after the fest both days with friends who had been rolling all day at the fest and i wanted to get on their level. I'm still a little weird, but getting better, its just going to be one of those times that it takes a little while to get back to "normal"
sucks though, im almost scared to take it again. yes the moonrock tested and passed with flying colors (this was probably the best mdma ive ever taken, it turned black like IMMEDIATELY and puffed smoke even, super strong reaction.)
was funny, bunk police was rolling around selling test kits at Eforest, and i was like "i brought my own but everyone at our campsite needs to buy them!" they sold a bunch of kits, and just for shits and giggles i was like "lets show everyone how they work! heres something u can id" and they were like "woah, i mean, wow!" when they tested this stuff.
glad to be where i am at now, i thought id never be back to normal, seriously stressing because these last few days were the worst few days of my life (or at least felt like it).

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at the same time