Cosmic Mist
Bluelighter
Sitting here again, as i used to in the good old days when everything was hard and my life was a mess, i have a few minutes to reflect on how things have changes since then.
It's not an easy thing to forgive yourself your shortcomings. You go over them in your head in an endless cycle of bitterness and loathing. You try to convince yourself of the truth in untruths, the clarity in your foggy mind. Life is a waking symphony, or it could be if you could just get yourself out of this rut.
In all honesty, it's taken me years to realise that i was wrong. That i don't need to be everyone's friend, and that i shouldn't have to change for people to accept me. This society tells us that we should all fit a stereotype of how to look, think, and act. What it doesn't tell us is that it is fundamentally flawed to pretend to be something you're not in order to be friends with people you actually don't care about anyway. We sign away our souls for a selection of relationshops that mean nothing to us in the end anyway.
There aren't many real people in the world, so when you find them, hang on to them with both hands.
It's not an easy thing to forgive yourself your shortcomings. You go over them in your head in an endless cycle of bitterness and loathing. You try to convince yourself of the truth in untruths, the clarity in your foggy mind. Life is a waking symphony, or it could be if you could just get yourself out of this rut.
In all honesty, it's taken me years to realise that i was wrong. That i don't need to be everyone's friend, and that i shouldn't have to change for people to accept me. This society tells us that we should all fit a stereotype of how to look, think, and act. What it doesn't tell us is that it is fundamentally flawed to pretend to be something you're not in order to be friends with people you actually don't care about anyway. We sign away our souls for a selection of relationshops that mean nothing to us in the end anyway.
There aren't many real people in the world, so when you find them, hang on to them with both hands.
