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Middle School and the Things I Wish I Knew

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sunEdltye

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Walking down the school that was so much bigger than my elementary school scared me at first. I mean, so many new people from different schools with me now. Will I keep my old friends? Of course I will! Things never change for the worst.
---5 months later---
I can too be cool. I want to hang out with that group so much. Fuck my friends that have no popularity, they are all just a bunch of nerds. So what if I get in trouble at school, i'm cool. And it is true, that if you smoke weed once you'll go crazy. Because my friend jake told me that who knew a guy that knew a guy that smoked chronic.
-----5 months later-----
I hate staying home all of the times. I wish more people called me. How come everyone is out partying and I'm still here doing nothing. My mom looks at me all weird, like I have no friends at all. But I do have friends! Really popular friends! Man, I hate middle school.
----6 years later----
*puff* *puff* Hehe, writing these words...remembering these feelings...so many painful memories openning up. It is true though, I was sort of popular. Not enough though, which is a good thing, because I wouldn't be who I am today.
I didn't become who I am today overnight. Lots of trial an error. Lots of hurt. But in the end, the person I am has more worth today than ever. I stopped limiting myself to anything that holds me back. I learned that freedom isn't on some constitution, but in your own body. I learned that friends are what you make of them. So many things have changed, except...maybe...well that middle school sucked.
Evan
 
Evan,
What is this crap? Still trying to be a writer? Hahahaha, give it up man, you know your better at music. Well, you WERE good at music, that is until you stopped practicing. Those dominant scales, and the Idiom scales, haha, everything you probably forgot. I mean, sure middle school sucked, but do you think it was good for ANYONE? C'mon, there was so good shit in middle school, remember all of those chicks you freak danced with? haha, yah you do! And the batcave, and meeting robert and michael. Damn evan, you always think of the negative stuff...
SunE
 
SunE,
Once again, you over look issues. I dont write to impress, I dont play music to win fans, and I dont care what you think. I want to give people something they never experianced, I want to give them something they never seen before. I want to shock them, to amaze them, to disgust them, and to make them think. To break the rules, to be free. Freedom is my main goal in all of my poems. go back and check all of them if you dont believe me. So SunE, next time you try to get on my posts, remember that things are never for approval.
Evan
 
For some reason I really like this.
(hope I didn't interrupt anything...
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you don't write to impress, yet you constantly do. And though I am not much older than you, I can tell you that who you are today is just another part of who you will be in the future.
werd, brotha.
 
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