microdosing works + general blog

[CentipedeKarma]

today, i took my usual meds, as well as took the Very last of my 3-ho-pce. i washed out the baggie and swallowed the remnants with water + gave it a wash, then drank that.

An hour after that, i checked my bank account and saw i had some money, so i walked down to the vape shop after putting my clothes in the dryer, as today it was/isnt too hot for once, only around 100F (dry heat so its manageable)

bought a 5 pack of "shroom gummies" i presume are just liike, 4-aco-dmt/etc compounds, went to 7/11 and got a sub and doritos, made my way back and checked my laundry then showered real quick to wash sweat off.

i ate some of my sandwich and dosed 2 of the gummies, around 3:15 PM and now its a bit after 5!

WOW!! what a breath of fresh air!! since then, i;ve (NOT in order):

• finished drying my laundry and put it all away
• caught up with a friend i havent talked to in 2 years
• called my mom while putting away my laundry just to shoot the shit with her
• VCed my friend i rarely if ever VC
• finished an overdue art commission ive been pestering myself to do for over a month
• talked to my boyfriend's parents and gave them updates
• applied to a few more dispensary jobs on account of a bluelighter linking me some nearby to apply to!!

and i just feel generally light, happy, euphoric, and such. Not a high, but there is one if i rifle through my brain hard enough i guess? but mainly sober, chill... really good :0 i was put off from psychedelics, especially the hallucinogeny ones, because i was jsut used to macrodosing, however this feels quite pleasant. even if its placebo, it feels quite awesome and boosting.

also, new medication regime is going smooth, i feel my mania subsiding and feel very overall pleasant and nicer. tomorrow i up my trileptal dose more, as well as up my abilify. good show jolly good show !