ketamindaltering
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 21, 2011
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Metidate is the name of a capsule filled with ER beads of Methylphenidate (MPH), comes in many doses but for the time it was a 60mg. I was very familiar with the effects of MPH and dMPH (Focalin) both IV... damn these are underestimated. perfect way to destroy your arms and come-down harder than a meth binge. I used to be addicted to IV MPH, your tolerance grows quick but never underestimate a 10mg shot. It sounds small but you'll grind your teeth away. I filter the crushed MPH/cold water solution 3 times or so before injection. It starts white and turns more clear as you filter. I can't imagine what crap i'm putting into my bloodstream with less filtrations. It becomes compulsive, after the cold rush and entirely too much liquid plunged out, a 30mg dose has me feeling like I can conquer the world, begin to get paranoid, clench my jaw, and wish I had my appetite back. My palms sweat, I feel cold. That syrupy like mixture bruised me up during fidgeting with the plunger. I feel ambitious but my chest is in a bit of pain which makes me not want to exert myself and my veins have all tightened up. Heart pounding hard to force more blood through my small shriveled veins. Gonna pop some aspirin to thin my blood now and hope it does something for the headache too much speed had given me. The plateau from minute 2 to minute 120 is having a very active mind but feeling too uncomfortable and discontent to be useful. Strong desire to chain smoke cigarettes, and hands shaking. This is about half the dose I do when I experiment recreationally and it't too much for me to enjoy. I know it always does this to me but the rush is SOOOO good it feels worth it. Come down? nah i'll do another 30mg to avoid the comedown after 2 hours of the last dose. Amazing rush, now I get paranoid about my heart and anxiety takes over. All way too familliar
Good thing I got a vile of Midazolam (IV Benzo used before surgery)
90ml shot and all is content and happy again
be careful, know you're body. what was described above is irresponsible behavior and bodily disrespect and harm. Just wanted to explain the ritual
Methylphenidate
Dexmethylphenidate
not amphetamines... better
Good thing I got a vile of Midazolam (IV Benzo used before surgery)
90ml shot and all is content and happy again
be careful, know you're body. what was described above is irresponsible behavior and bodily disrespect and harm. Just wanted to explain the ritual
Methylphenidate
Dexmethylphenidate
not amphetamines... better