MagickalKat777
Bluelight Crew
Okay so here's the deal. I've had stuff that was labelled as methylone before but it was nowhere near this potent and it didn't have this much power to it. Therefore, I'm questioning if what I had wasn't really MBDB or some other related substance instead.
Here's the set. I'm at home by myself, its about 11PM and I decide to safety-test the batch of methylone I got in the mail. Drop 20mg in a capsule, wait an hour and 45 minutes and nothing is happening so I take another 129mg in a capsule and go for it. It was officially 12:42AM when I took it.
About 15 minutes later, I was starting get hints of an MDXX come up. It was a weird sort of come up. I'm used to being really really edgy and anxious and constantly checking my pulse, making sure it doesn't get too out of control but this was a lot smoother than I've ever had before and I while I still got anxious, it was about on the level of anxiety that I get when alcohol first starts to hit me, which is extremely manageable. I was chatting with a friend online this whole time and I was starting to get waves of euphoria... but there wasn't much in the way of rushing, which was great.
We just continued to chat as if nothing had even happened.
By 1:02AM, I was definitely rolling. My body was feeling great, I kept rubbing myself all over, rolling against the chair, and my body was buzzing nicely. I was in a very lovey place and if someone had been there with me, it probably would have been very hard for me not to rub all over them and/or do other things. This is quite the opposite of MDMA for me. With MDMA, I have no interest in sex, nor do I have the physical means to get there. Suffice to say that over the course of the night, I gave my self four orgasms that were the most incredible orgasms I've ever had, each one stronger in succession, with the last one leaving me in a state where I thought I was convulsing because of the pleasure. That's all that I'll say about that for the sake of everyone's imaginations not going crazy.
This was a very very comfortable place to be and I didn't feel any anxiety at all. My pulse wasn't elevated in the least, I wasn't shaking or anything, but my jaw was definitely clenching and I kept jawing like I would on a strong pill. It wasn't really as bothersome as it would have been if I was on a strong MDXX pill though and was relatively mild in comparison, since it wasn't consistent.
In any case, I wasn't very comfortable with where I was at this point. It was like I was rolling but I wasn't full-on rolling, if that makes any sense. I lost all track of time from this point on until the come down so the following just goes in chronological order with my best guesses as to what time each event happened.
I went in the kitchen and measured out another 74mg capsule but instead of eating the capsule, I dumped it in a glass of water and swallowed it down. I'd say there was maybe another 20 minutes or so before it hit me and by this point, I was rolling like I was used to. Moaning, eye wiggles, everything felt amazing, etc.
I knew there was more magic to be had though so I took another capsule of 62mg and plugged it. When this hit me, WOW. I've never rolled so hard in my entire life. I lost all sense of coordination and balance and as I stumbled to the bathroom to let loose, I started tripping just like I would on a strong MDA pill. There were glimmering visuals floating in the airspace as I walked to the bathroom through the dark hall, like sheets of energy, and each time I walked through one, the roll intensified. I walked through about 4 before I reached the bathroom. I turned on the light and the familiar tattoos appeared on my skin, once again, just like MDA.
I took my piss and almost collapsed from the pleasure it brought. It made me weak in the knees. When I went to go wash my hands, I looked in the mirror and my pupils were surprisingly just barely dilated. Had this been MDMA or MDA, they'd have been like saucers. It was a pleasant surprise since I checked throughout the night and they never got fully dilated and by the comedown, they were completely normal. Much better than MDA and MDMA, which leave my pupils dilated for a full 24 hours after I come down.
Anyway, somewhere through all of the pleasure and everything, came the teaching. I sat down in my computer chair and looked about an inch to the left of the skin around my fingers and saw my aura slowly protude outward. I'd never seen my own aura before and as long as I kept my focus out of focus (if that makes any sense at all), it remained there. I'd move my hand around and it would still be there. I put my two hands cupped around each other, as if holding a large baseball, and saw strings of energy floating between them, making a ball in the center. I could physically feel this ball of energy there and as I'd expand my hands out, I would see the ball get bigger, with more strings attaching to it. I could feel a sort of pressure forcing my hands away from the ball yet there was also a pressure that would pull my hand back if I tried pulling it away too far.
As I sat there, holding this ball that I instinctively knew was a ball of energy, I knew I had to do something with it. So I rose it high above my head and continued to watch as I said out loud "with this, I free myself from this barrier of fear I've placed over myself and my life --- with this, I free myself from the fear of the unknown." Then, I opened my hands and pushed the ball up, watching it fly off through the ceiling and seeing in my mind's eye, it travelling out into the universe.
Once the ball is gone, a wave of euphoria the likes I've never felt before hits me and I almost fall out of my chair in the most intense form of pleasure I've ever felt. The pleasure radiates all the way from the base of my toes all the way to the crown of my head, my entire body buzzing as if some new form of life had been pumped into it.
That lasted probably 10 or 15 minutes. Had I been at a party, I'd have been in BIG trouble. I had no awareness of anything other than the pleasure going through my body and I was very very vocal about it, though this time, there was no convulsion-like movements of my body. I couldn't move until the whole wave ended. I've never experienced anything like that I don't think that I'll experience anything like that again.
This drug comes in definite waves, much like a strong MDMA roll, but its even wavier than even that. When that bout of euphoria was over, I suddenly felt like I'd instantly sobered up, so I hopped back on the computer. I was browsing for a bit, here and elsewhere, when the visuals creeped back up on me after probably 20 minutes and then the euphoria was back. But this time, it took me within myself and brought me to the realization of what I am doing wrong in my life as far as relationships go. How I push away those that I truly fall for because I know that my friends won't approve and instead, I try to make up lies saying that I've slept with X person (that none of them know, some of them aren't even real at all) so that I can try and make myself sound like a normal person, rather than someone who is a chaser. This was a huge deal and I promptly made a post on my message board, telling everyone what I had been doing and who I truly am attracted to, which was a HUGE step for me. This is something I've struggled with since I was a teenager.
Once that part was done, I just retired to the couch and enjoyed the rest of my night in a land of euphoria and great feelings.
There wasn't really anything that I'd deem toxic about it, the whole experience was pretty smooth, but in the end, there was some definite stimulation that built up and I feel that was because of how often I redosed, as I've read about that being a common thing with redosing with methylone, so I took a milligram of xanax and went to bed.
I slept about 14 hours later and then woke up, feeling great, no sense of an MDMA crash in sight and with a renewed sense of energy.
Now for some notes: Some of these themes are common to my trips... however, none of them actually brought me to the full answer, they only showed me the problem and I always took the realization of the problem to BE the answer. Well, its obviously not. I definitely think that methylone is one of the three most psychedelic substances I've ever done, with 2C-E and AMT right up there. I'd include LSD and shrooms but they are very twisted and confusing, very cryptic, and so they're not as easy to get to the bottom line.
I do wish I'd have just started off with 200mg to start. I think that the real magic would be with 200mg right off the bat but I was nervous about this stuff and wanted to take it slowly. I'm glad I did but I think the residual stimulation at the end would have been minimal, if not non-existant, if I had just taken 200mg right off the bat.
Plugging the chemical really pushed it over the edge. I don't know how many have plugged methylone but I think this will become my favorite way of doing it. Plugging it seemed to make it rush a lot more like MDMA would and I think that after plugging that dose, it became a full MDMA experience but with much more euphoria and less stimulation.
This one definitely begs to keep you redosing. I'd advise against it, as I experienced the stimulation that builds on the comedown as so many others before me have. Just take your big dose to begin with and be happy.
Last but not least... don't take this substance with people unless you have someone there that you could make advances on and succeed at getting them in bed with you, without fear of ruining a friendship. In other words, have a significant other present. Had people been with me, I'd have found it really hard to not put the moves on somebody. If there ever was a true aphrodisiac, this is it. To put it bluntly, I really wish that I had someone there to fuck and its quite out of place for me to say something like that.
Here's the set. I'm at home by myself, its about 11PM and I decide to safety-test the batch of methylone I got in the mail. Drop 20mg in a capsule, wait an hour and 45 minutes and nothing is happening so I take another 129mg in a capsule and go for it. It was officially 12:42AM when I took it.
About 15 minutes later, I was starting get hints of an MDXX come up. It was a weird sort of come up. I'm used to being really really edgy and anxious and constantly checking my pulse, making sure it doesn't get too out of control but this was a lot smoother than I've ever had before and I while I still got anxious, it was about on the level of anxiety that I get when alcohol first starts to hit me, which is extremely manageable. I was chatting with a friend online this whole time and I was starting to get waves of euphoria... but there wasn't much in the way of rushing, which was great.
We just continued to chat as if nothing had even happened.
By 1:02AM, I was definitely rolling. My body was feeling great, I kept rubbing myself all over, rolling against the chair, and my body was buzzing nicely. I was in a very lovey place and if someone had been there with me, it probably would have been very hard for me not to rub all over them and/or do other things. This is quite the opposite of MDMA for me. With MDMA, I have no interest in sex, nor do I have the physical means to get there. Suffice to say that over the course of the night, I gave my self four orgasms that were the most incredible orgasms I've ever had, each one stronger in succession, with the last one leaving me in a state where I thought I was convulsing because of the pleasure. That's all that I'll say about that for the sake of everyone's imaginations not going crazy.
This was a very very comfortable place to be and I didn't feel any anxiety at all. My pulse wasn't elevated in the least, I wasn't shaking or anything, but my jaw was definitely clenching and I kept jawing like I would on a strong pill. It wasn't really as bothersome as it would have been if I was on a strong MDXX pill though and was relatively mild in comparison, since it wasn't consistent.
In any case, I wasn't very comfortable with where I was at this point. It was like I was rolling but I wasn't full-on rolling, if that makes any sense. I lost all track of time from this point on until the come down so the following just goes in chronological order with my best guesses as to what time each event happened.
I went in the kitchen and measured out another 74mg capsule but instead of eating the capsule, I dumped it in a glass of water and swallowed it down. I'd say there was maybe another 20 minutes or so before it hit me and by this point, I was rolling like I was used to. Moaning, eye wiggles, everything felt amazing, etc.
I knew there was more magic to be had though so I took another capsule of 62mg and plugged it. When this hit me, WOW. I've never rolled so hard in my entire life. I lost all sense of coordination and balance and as I stumbled to the bathroom to let loose, I started tripping just like I would on a strong MDA pill. There were glimmering visuals floating in the airspace as I walked to the bathroom through the dark hall, like sheets of energy, and each time I walked through one, the roll intensified. I walked through about 4 before I reached the bathroom. I turned on the light and the familiar tattoos appeared on my skin, once again, just like MDA.
I took my piss and almost collapsed from the pleasure it brought. It made me weak in the knees. When I went to go wash my hands, I looked in the mirror and my pupils were surprisingly just barely dilated. Had this been MDMA or MDA, they'd have been like saucers. It was a pleasant surprise since I checked throughout the night and they never got fully dilated and by the comedown, they were completely normal. Much better than MDA and MDMA, which leave my pupils dilated for a full 24 hours after I come down.
Anyway, somewhere through all of the pleasure and everything, came the teaching. I sat down in my computer chair and looked about an inch to the left of the skin around my fingers and saw my aura slowly protude outward. I'd never seen my own aura before and as long as I kept my focus out of focus (if that makes any sense at all), it remained there. I'd move my hand around and it would still be there. I put my two hands cupped around each other, as if holding a large baseball, and saw strings of energy floating between them, making a ball in the center. I could physically feel this ball of energy there and as I'd expand my hands out, I would see the ball get bigger, with more strings attaching to it. I could feel a sort of pressure forcing my hands away from the ball yet there was also a pressure that would pull my hand back if I tried pulling it away too far.
As I sat there, holding this ball that I instinctively knew was a ball of energy, I knew I had to do something with it. So I rose it high above my head and continued to watch as I said out loud "with this, I free myself from this barrier of fear I've placed over myself and my life --- with this, I free myself from the fear of the unknown." Then, I opened my hands and pushed the ball up, watching it fly off through the ceiling and seeing in my mind's eye, it travelling out into the universe.
Once the ball is gone, a wave of euphoria the likes I've never felt before hits me and I almost fall out of my chair in the most intense form of pleasure I've ever felt. The pleasure radiates all the way from the base of my toes all the way to the crown of my head, my entire body buzzing as if some new form of life had been pumped into it.
That lasted probably 10 or 15 minutes. Had I been at a party, I'd have been in BIG trouble. I had no awareness of anything other than the pleasure going through my body and I was very very vocal about it, though this time, there was no convulsion-like movements of my body. I couldn't move until the whole wave ended. I've never experienced anything like that I don't think that I'll experience anything like that again.
This drug comes in definite waves, much like a strong MDMA roll, but its even wavier than even that. When that bout of euphoria was over, I suddenly felt like I'd instantly sobered up, so I hopped back on the computer. I was browsing for a bit, here and elsewhere, when the visuals creeped back up on me after probably 20 minutes and then the euphoria was back. But this time, it took me within myself and brought me to the realization of what I am doing wrong in my life as far as relationships go. How I push away those that I truly fall for because I know that my friends won't approve and instead, I try to make up lies saying that I've slept with X person (that none of them know, some of them aren't even real at all) so that I can try and make myself sound like a normal person, rather than someone who is a chaser. This was a huge deal and I promptly made a post on my message board, telling everyone what I had been doing and who I truly am attracted to, which was a HUGE step for me. This is something I've struggled with since I was a teenager.
Once that part was done, I just retired to the couch and enjoyed the rest of my night in a land of euphoria and great feelings.
There wasn't really anything that I'd deem toxic about it, the whole experience was pretty smooth, but in the end, there was some definite stimulation that built up and I feel that was because of how often I redosed, as I've read about that being a common thing with redosing with methylone, so I took a milligram of xanax and went to bed.
I slept about 14 hours later and then woke up, feeling great, no sense of an MDMA crash in sight and with a renewed sense of energy.
Now for some notes: Some of these themes are common to my trips... however, none of them actually brought me to the full answer, they only showed me the problem and I always took the realization of the problem to BE the answer. Well, its obviously not. I definitely think that methylone is one of the three most psychedelic substances I've ever done, with 2C-E and AMT right up there. I'd include LSD and shrooms but they are very twisted and confusing, very cryptic, and so they're not as easy to get to the bottom line.
I do wish I'd have just started off with 200mg to start. I think that the real magic would be with 200mg right off the bat but I was nervous about this stuff and wanted to take it slowly. I'm glad I did but I think the residual stimulation at the end would have been minimal, if not non-existant, if I had just taken 200mg right off the bat.
Plugging the chemical really pushed it over the edge. I don't know how many have plugged methylone but I think this will become my favorite way of doing it. Plugging it seemed to make it rush a lot more like MDMA would and I think that after plugging that dose, it became a full MDMA experience but with much more euphoria and less stimulation.
This one definitely begs to keep you redosing. I'd advise against it, as I experienced the stimulation that builds on the comedown as so many others before me have. Just take your big dose to begin with and be happy.
Last but not least... don't take this substance with people unless you have someone there that you could make advances on and succeed at getting them in bed with you, without fear of ruining a friendship. In other words, have a significant other present. Had people been with me, I'd have found it really hard to not put the moves on somebody. If there ever was a true aphrodisiac, this is it. To put it bluntly, I really wish that I had someone there to fuck and its quite out of place for me to say something like that.
