Winding Vines
Bluelighter
190 mg of methylone
120 mg of ketamine
morninggloryseed's apartment
Oct 3, 2003
That night I arrived to see my dearest love. A long awaited and anticipated trip. He and I had discussed what dosage level we should take, because I had never done Methylone before I took a higher dosage because of the possibility it wouldn’t be as potent.
The come up was much more slight and gradual building. Most of my inhibitions and worries eventually disappeared with every look of my soulmate’s eyes. It wasn’t so much of a sexual chemical to me, if anything at the time I wasn’t aroused; but physical closeness and touch were pleasing and spiritually it opened me up to the vibes of my partner.
I did not experience physical discomfort or mental stress, very relaxed and comfortable. Even during the peak it was nothing but roses, but the peak I must clarify- it wasn’t a body orgasm. It was more like the completion of the unsheathing of my insecurities to my partner. I went from nerves like an earthquake to soothed and enjoying myself.
As the intensity built, our kisses felt like there was this energy. As if we pumped blood through one another, every kiss was sweet, considerate and passionate. As I lay on top of him there was just so much emotion and inner happiness just to be with one another. My energy was his- coalesce mentally and physically.
During the come down there were many smiles, kisses and joy; yet not overt joy, joy of feeling love and completeness with someone. Methylone was very therapeutic in helping me be more able to express myself in intimate ways that I previously wasn’t capable. Love is a concept difficult for me to express-but I must elucidate there was love between my partner and I before methlyone.
Near the end of the comedown my partner and I both IM’ed Ketamine while listening to the wonderful sounds of Native American flutes to guide us on our journey. After administered, we sat for a couple minutes smiling, kissing, drinking water, and just basking in the love between us.
And like a wave the ketamine had hit us at the same time. Lying next to each other our souls were ripped gently from our bodies. My partner had taken me to unspoken grounds within the Rocky Mountains where only the blessed could wonder. He and I spoke to one another in conversation about where we were and what was going on. I saw forms of entities, spirits of the mountains, babbling in another language that felt like whispers in the wind. I witnessed this almost violet sky with the brightest stars that ever illuminated the sky. The trees that inhabited the mountain slopes had an aura of strength and divinity.
During these beautiful sights my partner and I grasped each other’s hands and there was this spark of connection. The only way I could describe it would be like a fire burning brightly with soothing water flowing through it, the fire and water being one and the same yet complete polar opposites. I suppose, being a yin-yang philosophy. After that connection there was a deep, passionate, inner respect and love for my partner.
Softly he and I seemed to almost evaporate from the divine ground with a sense of blessing and returned with spiritual gifts, ones I could never put into words.
We both returned to our bodies, or should I say body because we were one. I some how moved from being by his side to lying on top of him kissing his chest. I got up, crawled to the bathroom, and after a few moments we kissed and had the most beautiful cosmic love making, our first time together. I had never felt so connected with someone on so many conscious and subconscious levels. There were many “I love yous”, and after that night those words meant a whole world more.
Our relationship changed to a different understanding level that I admire and thank for very much. The combination of the Methylone and Ketamine complimented each other very well from a physical and mental comfort to spiritual oneness. The methylone opens and the ketamine expounds upon that openness.
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120 mg of ketamine
morninggloryseed's apartment
Oct 3, 2003
That night I arrived to see my dearest love. A long awaited and anticipated trip. He and I had discussed what dosage level we should take, because I had never done Methylone before I took a higher dosage because of the possibility it wouldn’t be as potent.
The come up was much more slight and gradual building. Most of my inhibitions and worries eventually disappeared with every look of my soulmate’s eyes. It wasn’t so much of a sexual chemical to me, if anything at the time I wasn’t aroused; but physical closeness and touch were pleasing and spiritually it opened me up to the vibes of my partner.
I did not experience physical discomfort or mental stress, very relaxed and comfortable. Even during the peak it was nothing but roses, but the peak I must clarify- it wasn’t a body orgasm. It was more like the completion of the unsheathing of my insecurities to my partner. I went from nerves like an earthquake to soothed and enjoying myself.
As the intensity built, our kisses felt like there was this energy. As if we pumped blood through one another, every kiss was sweet, considerate and passionate. As I lay on top of him there was just so much emotion and inner happiness just to be with one another. My energy was his- coalesce mentally and physically.
During the come down there were many smiles, kisses and joy; yet not overt joy, joy of feeling love and completeness with someone. Methylone was very therapeutic in helping me be more able to express myself in intimate ways that I previously wasn’t capable. Love is a concept difficult for me to express-but I must elucidate there was love between my partner and I before methlyone.
Near the end of the comedown my partner and I both IM’ed Ketamine while listening to the wonderful sounds of Native American flutes to guide us on our journey. After administered, we sat for a couple minutes smiling, kissing, drinking water, and just basking in the love between us.
And like a wave the ketamine had hit us at the same time. Lying next to each other our souls were ripped gently from our bodies. My partner had taken me to unspoken grounds within the Rocky Mountains where only the blessed could wonder. He and I spoke to one another in conversation about where we were and what was going on. I saw forms of entities, spirits of the mountains, babbling in another language that felt like whispers in the wind. I witnessed this almost violet sky with the brightest stars that ever illuminated the sky. The trees that inhabited the mountain slopes had an aura of strength and divinity.
During these beautiful sights my partner and I grasped each other’s hands and there was this spark of connection. The only way I could describe it would be like a fire burning brightly with soothing water flowing through it, the fire and water being one and the same yet complete polar opposites. I suppose, being a yin-yang philosophy. After that connection there was a deep, passionate, inner respect and love for my partner.
Softly he and I seemed to almost evaporate from the divine ground with a sense of blessing and returned with spiritual gifts, ones I could never put into words.
We both returned to our bodies, or should I say body because we were one. I some how moved from being by his side to lying on top of him kissing his chest. I got up, crawled to the bathroom, and after a few moments we kissed and had the most beautiful cosmic love making, our first time together. I had never felt so connected with someone on so many conscious and subconscious levels. There were many “I love yous”, and after that night those words meant a whole world more.
Our relationship changed to a different understanding level that I admire and thank for very much. The combination of the Methylone and Ketamine complimented each other very well from a physical and mental comfort to spiritual oneness. The methylone opens and the ketamine expounds upon that openness.
[Edited topic to conform with guidelines -Splatt]
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