Marauder
Bluelighter
Methylone is one of my favorite drugs because it puts me in what I consider the perfect mindset (for me.) The person I am in my head comes out and feels 100% natural. I feel more sober than I've ever felt in my entire life, and I feel like my entire history of drug usage has only been to discover this mindset.
BUT I take Wellbutrin daily (highly recommended for everyone, even if you're healthy) so there might be a reaction going on here. For instance, I don't really have a crash, nor any desire to redose.
I dissolve 3g of Methylone in 1L of water. This means 1/2 a cup of this solution comes out to about 350mg of Methylone. I take a little less than 1/2 a cup (about 280mg.) update: 3/2 - my typical dose nowadays is 350mg.
Within 15 minutes (empty stomach) I feel a tingling and then the euphoria washes over me. The first few minutes are overwhelming joy. It feels like all my anxiety washes away and that's really all that happens but this description doesn't do the feeling any justice. The bliss hits me like a truck, or rather, like an 18 wheeler was dropped on me from outer space.
I feel normal. Too normal. As if I've been optimized to run at my peak. I become talkative and witty. My emotional intelligence goes through the roof, almost matching my regular IQ (that's what I mean by "[running] at my peak.") I feel like I can access stored information instantly. I feel so clean and healthy that the thought of redosing never occurs to me. There's a strong urge to get to know people and a confusion when people put up social inhibitions and a feeling of ridiculousness toward social and emotional barriers, stereotypes and general hatred.
The negative effects: MAJOR dry mouth. Constant need to chew something. Celery or baby carrots are great for this. Sometimes very loud music (like in a club) can become overwhelming but this is only an issue for 10 mins when the drug is coming on. update 3/2: this no longer happens.
Then the feeling wears off and I feel tired, especially physically drained with some minor muscle aches. My jaw aches from the chewing (I keep gum with me) and I get insomnia. That's about it. After I do get some sleep, I wake up feeling fantastic. update 3/2: the jaw aches and insomnia are not very pronounced since I posted this.
I take a multivitamin and a lot of vitamin C before and after the methylone.
Another effect is that I chain smoke cigarettes and I notice the harshness in my throat the next day. I also keep smoking weed but I rarely feel as high as I do when I smoke while sober. I feel much more creative and things become funnier. This happens if I smoke weed while tripping on any drug usually.
Wellbutrin (I take 150mg XL daily) blocks the reuptake of dopamine and norepinephrine and to a small extent serotonin. This might be why I don't have much of a crash from methylone. I also feel like the drug lasts longer than usual (my typical dose above lasts 3-4 hours before I begin coming down.) update: the duration of the drug has significantly been reduced after a few months of not-too-frequent usage.
I feel life isn't worth living if I'm not in this mindset. For somebody like me who's mentally ill (depression, anxiety) and has to live at 10% of their capacity everyday, there's a deep anger inside me that there are people who feel good like this everyday and people like me are stuck going from med to med trying to feel every 1/2 as good as I should. This is why I feel psychologically addicted to this drug. I don't use it often (maybe 3 times a month though it's becoming more frequent, in waves) but it's always on my mind, not unlike tobacco. I look forward to the methylone more than I do to the actual event for instance.
I'd like to note that awhile back I was taking Zoloft and when I upped my dose to 150mg a day, I felt almost exactly like I do on methylone but with some nausea and stomach issues which caused me to stop taking it. But it's worth noting that SSRIs do feel like MDMA for many people (google it.)
Just sharing my experience!
BUT I take Wellbutrin daily (highly recommended for everyone, even if you're healthy) so there might be a reaction going on here. For instance, I don't really have a crash, nor any desire to redose.
I dissolve 3g of Methylone in 1L of water. This means 1/2 a cup of this solution comes out to about 350mg of Methylone. I take a little less than 1/2 a cup (about 280mg.) update: 3/2 - my typical dose nowadays is 350mg.
Within 15 minutes (empty stomach) I feel a tingling and then the euphoria washes over me. The first few minutes are overwhelming joy. It feels like all my anxiety washes away and that's really all that happens but this description doesn't do the feeling any justice. The bliss hits me like a truck, or rather, like an 18 wheeler was dropped on me from outer space.
I feel normal. Too normal. As if I've been optimized to run at my peak. I become talkative and witty. My emotional intelligence goes through the roof, almost matching my regular IQ (that's what I mean by "[running] at my peak.") I feel like I can access stored information instantly. I feel so clean and healthy that the thought of redosing never occurs to me. There's a strong urge to get to know people and a confusion when people put up social inhibitions and a feeling of ridiculousness toward social and emotional barriers, stereotypes and general hatred.
The negative effects: MAJOR dry mouth. Constant need to chew something. Celery or baby carrots are great for this. Sometimes very loud music (like in a club) can become overwhelming but this is only an issue for 10 mins when the drug is coming on. update 3/2: this no longer happens.
Then the feeling wears off and I feel tired, especially physically drained with some minor muscle aches. My jaw aches from the chewing (I keep gum with me) and I get insomnia. That's about it. After I do get some sleep, I wake up feeling fantastic. update 3/2: the jaw aches and insomnia are not very pronounced since I posted this.
I take a multivitamin and a lot of vitamin C before and after the methylone.
Another effect is that I chain smoke cigarettes and I notice the harshness in my throat the next day. I also keep smoking weed but I rarely feel as high as I do when I smoke while sober. I feel much more creative and things become funnier. This happens if I smoke weed while tripping on any drug usually.
Wellbutrin (I take 150mg XL daily) blocks the reuptake of dopamine and norepinephrine and to a small extent serotonin. This might be why I don't have much of a crash from methylone. I also feel like the drug lasts longer than usual (my typical dose above lasts 3-4 hours before I begin coming down.) update: the duration of the drug has significantly been reduced after a few months of not-too-frequent usage.
I feel life isn't worth living if I'm not in this mindset. For somebody like me who's mentally ill (depression, anxiety) and has to live at 10% of their capacity everyday, there's a deep anger inside me that there are people who feel good like this everyday and people like me are stuck going from med to med trying to feel every 1/2 as good as I should. This is why I feel psychologically addicted to this drug. I don't use it often (maybe 3 times a month though it's becoming more frequent, in waves) but it's always on my mind, not unlike tobacco. I look forward to the methylone more than I do to the actual event for instance.
I'd like to note that awhile back I was taking Zoloft and when I upped my dose to 150mg a day, I felt almost exactly like I do on methylone but with some nausea and stomach issues which caused me to stop taking it. But it's worth noting that SSRIs do feel like MDMA for many people (google it.)
Just sharing my experience!
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