marklar_the_23rd
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No pot in the house, dealer busted the day before, anxiety setting in. I'd had some Pentobarbital the night before to get to sleep but I was weary about taking that so soon. I dont want to rely on another thing like i rely on pot to go to sleep. I also couldn't stand the taste of it so soon (seriously, i'd rather eat poop from a dead sloths ass before i tasste that taste again). With nothing else in the house but methylmethaqualone, i chose to take 95mg to kill the anxiety and hopefully lull me to sleep. I had not eaten all day because, well, for some reason i just wasn't hungry. Thats odd for me. This is what happened, as seen from two people, one is my girlfriend, the other, myself.
My side of the coin:
10:30pm: 95mg down the hatch. start doing dishes.
10:45pm: start feeling really happy and relaxed.
10:50pm: start having trouble picking up dishes. I decide that i should stop and sit down, so i move towards the sofa. A wave of Euphoria like GHB, but not as strong washes over me. I like this.
11:30pm: I open my eyes and find i'm in my bedroom. I feel like im halfway between a barbituate and GHB. I like it, I roll over and realize my cock is rock hard. Well well. whats been going on then? Lets find the missus and have some rumpy-pumpy!
11:35: I walk in to the lounge. My girl stares at me with a "wtf" look on her face.
"Why you got a hard on?" she asks.
"Didnt you give it to me?" i reply, rather puzzled. After some small talk, she says she needs something to knock her out too. She takes 80mg, a dose she had last time which helped her sleep. We go to the bedroom an watch letterman, waiting for sleep to come. by this stage i feel 100% normal, just with no anxiety about not having pot.
3:30am. A rooster crows. Neither of us has slept. Nothing has happened at all. eventually we fall into a fitful sleep.
My girlfriends side of the coin:
10:50pm: My boyfriend sits down next to me, looks off his head, smiling and happy. He asks me to help him to the bedroom, so I help him stand up. He falls over and slowly stands up. My god its like he had a k-hole dose of Ketamine. I help him to the bedroom, all the time propping him up and pushing him forward. We get to the bedroom and he falls on the bed, brains himself on the bed post, the sound of metal hitting skull was loud painful. He feels nothing. I'm sure if he had of been straight he would of been howling. He trys to take his shoes off but cant figure out how to, so i tell him about laces and how they work. He still cant do it so i do it for him while he passes out. Lucky bugger.
11:35pm: He comes in looking as normal as pie. this... is weird, his cock is huge! Has he been jerking off? as long as theres not patch in my bed. Poor boy.However, I'm over the anxiety and want some of the happiness he has. I have 80mg of the same stuff (same as last time, which was wonderful) and we go back to the bedroom. Nothing happened. I dont mean sexually (nothing happened there, too anxious), i mean I felt nothing from the drug that just two weeks ago floored me. I stayed away till at least 4am.
fin.
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I have a feeling that what matters with this substance is how fast it gets into your blood. Every time i have had it and i have been munted, its been on an empty stomach. I have had it a couple of times after food, and felt nothing. Same with my girl. last time she had 80mg was after a party before we;d had a chance to eat anything, and she was loving it. this time she'd eaten dinner, and felt nothing.
edit: Pentobarbital, not Phenobarbital
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My side of the coin:
10:30pm: 95mg down the hatch. start doing dishes.
10:45pm: start feeling really happy and relaxed.
10:50pm: start having trouble picking up dishes. I decide that i should stop and sit down, so i move towards the sofa. A wave of Euphoria like GHB, but not as strong washes over me. I like this.
11:30pm: I open my eyes and find i'm in my bedroom. I feel like im halfway between a barbituate and GHB. I like it, I roll over and realize my cock is rock hard. Well well. whats been going on then? Lets find the missus and have some rumpy-pumpy!
11:35: I walk in to the lounge. My girl stares at me with a "wtf" look on her face.
"Why you got a hard on?" she asks.
"Didnt you give it to me?" i reply, rather puzzled. After some small talk, she says she needs something to knock her out too. She takes 80mg, a dose she had last time which helped her sleep. We go to the bedroom an watch letterman, waiting for sleep to come. by this stage i feel 100% normal, just with no anxiety about not having pot.
3:30am. A rooster crows. Neither of us has slept. Nothing has happened at all. eventually we fall into a fitful sleep.
My girlfriends side of the coin:
10:50pm: My boyfriend sits down next to me, looks off his head, smiling and happy. He asks me to help him to the bedroom, so I help him stand up. He falls over and slowly stands up. My god its like he had a k-hole dose of Ketamine. I help him to the bedroom, all the time propping him up and pushing him forward. We get to the bedroom and he falls on the bed, brains himself on the bed post, the sound of metal hitting skull was loud painful. He feels nothing. I'm sure if he had of been straight he would of been howling. He trys to take his shoes off but cant figure out how to, so i tell him about laces and how they work. He still cant do it so i do it for him while he passes out. Lucky bugger.
11:35pm: He comes in looking as normal as pie. this... is weird, his cock is huge! Has he been jerking off? as long as theres not patch in my bed. Poor boy.However, I'm over the anxiety and want some of the happiness he has. I have 80mg of the same stuff (same as last time, which was wonderful) and we go back to the bedroom. Nothing happened. I dont mean sexually (nothing happened there, too anxious), i mean I felt nothing from the drug that just two weeks ago floored me. I stayed away till at least 4am.
fin.
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I have a feeling that what matters with this substance is how fast it gets into your blood. Every time i have had it and i have been munted, its been on an empty stomach. I have had it a couple of times after food, and felt nothing. Same with my girl. last time she had 80mg was after a party before we;d had a chance to eat anything, and she was loving it. this time she'd eaten dinner, and felt nothing.
edit: Pentobarbital, not Phenobarbital
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