Hey I just ordered some of this while ordering a decent stash of both new items and things I've researched for years but never got around to trying. I looked it up here as I'd never heard of it and it was on the site where I was already ordering something else.
Is it more mainstream now? I've read all of this thread and am making my way through the PD thread as I like to do my research, so saw only one supplier had it in it's earlier days. Is is legit that it would be at other suppliers now? They are claiming it's new for them and they're a member of an apparent group who say they specialise in in keeping suppliers up to a standard, of course I could be completely niave about that. Their first batch I had of phenazepam was weak compared to my original non website suppliers last year but without contact to these anymore this is my only chance for a very useful medicine for me, it works but is weaker so I thought I would try them out on various other materials including MXE.
I apoligise if that sounds a little too much like vendor review, I haven't named names just wondering if it's likely to be in other places now. If allowed I can mention what I paid
Now apart from the serious stuff I'm really interested in MXE above all the other things I ordered. I'm expecially curious of the antidepressant afterglow as I often suffer servere depression as resulting symptom to anxiety at this time of year so am hoping it will be helpful even more than recreational,like phenazepam is to me. For the first time in years I am out of my supply of psychdelics which I convinced myself at the time were beneficial but landed me with a horrible realisation bump come daylight (I tend to dose at night) so I don't think they ever seriously helped as much as I wanted, I should have seen them more recreational/escapism so the pressure wasn't there.
I like ketamine so like the idea of another dissaciative, tho I know its been said this is NOT ketamine so won't go into it believing it is. Since I moved towns i no longer have the ability to choose it.
I'm also both interested and concerned about the opiate like affects. I had a codeine followed by poppy tea habit for a while so wouldnt want to trigger that but if MXE is better on its own and opiate is just on the side than I think I'll be alright, plus the thought of the taste of PT now just makes me gag so it'd be hard to go back there. The only time I've touched an opiate since I stopped was last summer when I had minor surgery, they gave me regular over the counter co-codomol and just taking it as described made me really dopey and constipated. It would never have done that if I was still on the poppies and really didn't make me want to dive back into them. I did ask for something stronger for the pain but they fobbed me off, probably a good thing.
Sorry this is long and fairly OTT I'm interested in peoples opinions of MXE who've had any history with opiates, no matter what the opiate. I used to also be a regualar user of kratom but not to the point of addiction, it was very strictly regulated in my routine and became a treat after a long weekend of work. I know people who have become addicted to that as well. I've ordered some for the first time in years hoping my opiate problems in the meantime won't have ruined it.
So wish me luck. my phenazepam is here anyway and made me sleep a whole day, I thought it was 6pm when I woke but was actually 6am so I think this batch is stronger. I didn't even remember getting into bed!
