Hmm...
The above post must have been due to placebo.
25mg (+/-2mg) was administered intranasally at 10:05 pm.
it's now 10:57pm and all I can say is... meh...not much happening...I'm in placebo limbo...nothing is standing out...nothing distinct that I can point to but I do have the sense that I am on the edge of something....
...I'm debating taking more because clearly I'm not baseline but neither.... ... ...
ok....never mind it's actually only now hitting me....at +1hr
11:06..ill redo this later....
EDIT: 2:25am
Okay for the most part I'm back to baseline. That was interesting. I sincerely logged on here to post that either what I got wasn't legit or the bupe had blocked the effects but as I was typing the first part of this post (everything pre EDIT:2:25am) it really did start to hit me in a way that couldn't be placebo. Whereas everything I had felt prior to that could have just been normal phantom sensations that people get all day every day in a normal state of mind.
Anyway...As I said I took roughly 25mgs +/- 2mgs intranasally and I feel like I got a good introduction to the experience but I definitely want to go further. Not really any time distortion and no dissociation at all. I'll just post a couple excepts from my notes on the experience.
+1hr15min - Warm Electrified head, tingly goodness, light euphoria in waves.
+1hr30min - Warm Opiate glow, especially in legs
+1hr35min - Thinking of old friends, feeling great deal of empathy, does this stuff mimic every aspect of every drug ever?
+2hr - went to bathroom, motor skills inhibited a good bit, a touch of nausea
+2hr30min - Smoked some JWH-018 laced herbs, intracranial pressure but good, feels like a warm massage on my temples, entire head numb
+3hr - reminiscent of a heroin nod, even with loss of coordination still capable of playing guitar, (*actually had a bit of a breakthrough finally being able to count while playing something in 5/4 that I've been having trouble with)
+4hr - ulcer in mouth irritating me again, definitely coming down, no crash, feeling somewhat rejuvinated actually...
*wasn't actually in my notes
All in all a great experience. It reminded me of a large variety of drugs at different points. Sometimes it reminded me of what it feels like ten seconds or so after pushing down the plunger of a needle full of good heroin(kind of a scary prospect now that I'm sober quite frankly). Some parts reminded me of mescaline acetate/MDMA/LSD/DMT/NO2 trippyness, and other parts were like the spins you get after way too much drinking and a bong hit. That going fast while standing still sort of feeling....
I would have to draw the same conclusion that GlassCage did in his post found
here. The only difference is instead of Methoxetamine 'being unlike any drug I've ever taken' it's actually more like a combination of every drug I've ever taken...at least at the dose I just experienced. I do look forward to a larger dose to see how it differs. I think next time I will try 35 milligrams.