psychoblast
Bluelighter
Setting: Evening at home with wife (sober except for weed)
Me: middle age male, medium build
Dose: 150mg M1 (swallowed, encapsulated) and 50mg MXE (swallowed/licked powder) (weed smoked a few times throughout experience, xanax at tail end).
History: Have used M1 many times in the past as "ecstasy light" but not for over 18 months. Have been using MXE daily (or nearly so) for about a year and have developed some tolerance.
Dropped both simultaneously. Effects in about 15 minutes, tingling, energy, alertness, probably mostly attributable to M1 as I find MXE takes more time to come on, sometimes up to an hour, but seems to vary based on what I've eaten and stuff. Had empty stomach at the time of dropping.
Had very deep, meaningful conversations with wife, discussed a childhood trauma, some memories came back I have not thought of for decades, was able to see issues in new light, forgive parents for their ignorance and inconsiderate responses at the time. Called mother and cleared air with her about this stuff, and also gave my opinion about her current self-destructive relationship. Was able to very insightfuly explain why the person she was dating was wrong for her and why she kept having drama and anger and heartbreak trying to stay with this person, and why she would be better off moving on. The stuff I was throwing out should be in a friggin self-help book like "Men are from Mars" as it was very brilliant and intuitive and obvious once stated. Or maybe that's just my own ego and the drugs making me think that (like the episode of Family Guy where Lois and Peter think they are great musicians while high but they are actually really horrible). Anyway, she seemed to agree with everything I said and we'll see what develops from that. My wife was also listening in and thought it was a very impressive speech I gave my mother.
Then had a couple hours of great sex with the wife followed by xanax and relaxation. Tried playing guitar which I can often do better in the twilight relaxation hours, but I was more fumbly and not really inspired to play anything, so I gave up.
Weed was smoked a few times during the experience, seemed to enhance the feelings. Magnesium was taken to control the anticipated jaw clenching, and seemed to help as I did not notice much of this. I think I was able to sleep about 4.5 hours after dropping with the help of 1mg xanax. The next day felt some afterglow of empathy and insight (though to be fair, I took 75mg tramadol and periodic doses of MXE that day, but I think what I felt was a bit more than what I normally get from that combo). I was also rather tired, particularly toward the end of the day. Kind of like the "ate up" feeling a day after rolling, but not nearly so intense, was able to eat a big dinner.
Overall, I think the M1 and MXE combo was good for a more lucid, insightful and cognitive euphoric experience. Definitely more mild than E, and probably more mild than M1 alone in terms of tactile sensation. Probably being more "in my head" lessened the extent to which I would normally have been thrilled by the sensation of touching a soft blanket or whatever, though there was still some tactile stuff going on.
For the record, I do think this was on the low end of an M1 dose for a person of my size/weight, which also could account for feeling like I was not getting as strong a roll-like experience as I might have from closer to 200mg M1. I sure do not think the MXE boosted the effects of the M1, though they did blend nicely IMO.
I know, not a particularly juicy or exciting trip report, but I don't think there's much out there on this combo, so I thought I'd contribute.
~psychoblast~
Me: middle age male, medium build
Dose: 150mg M1 (swallowed, encapsulated) and 50mg MXE (swallowed/licked powder) (weed smoked a few times throughout experience, xanax at tail end).
History: Have used M1 many times in the past as "ecstasy light" but not for over 18 months. Have been using MXE daily (or nearly so) for about a year and have developed some tolerance.
Dropped both simultaneously. Effects in about 15 minutes, tingling, energy, alertness, probably mostly attributable to M1 as I find MXE takes more time to come on, sometimes up to an hour, but seems to vary based on what I've eaten and stuff. Had empty stomach at the time of dropping.
Had very deep, meaningful conversations with wife, discussed a childhood trauma, some memories came back I have not thought of for decades, was able to see issues in new light, forgive parents for their ignorance and inconsiderate responses at the time. Called mother and cleared air with her about this stuff, and also gave my opinion about her current self-destructive relationship. Was able to very insightfuly explain why the person she was dating was wrong for her and why she kept having drama and anger and heartbreak trying to stay with this person, and why she would be better off moving on. The stuff I was throwing out should be in a friggin self-help book like "Men are from Mars" as it was very brilliant and intuitive and obvious once stated. Or maybe that's just my own ego and the drugs making me think that (like the episode of Family Guy where Lois and Peter think they are great musicians while high but they are actually really horrible). Anyway, she seemed to agree with everything I said and we'll see what develops from that. My wife was also listening in and thought it was a very impressive speech I gave my mother.
Then had a couple hours of great sex with the wife followed by xanax and relaxation. Tried playing guitar which I can often do better in the twilight relaxation hours, but I was more fumbly and not really inspired to play anything, so I gave up.
Weed was smoked a few times during the experience, seemed to enhance the feelings. Magnesium was taken to control the anticipated jaw clenching, and seemed to help as I did not notice much of this. I think I was able to sleep about 4.5 hours after dropping with the help of 1mg xanax. The next day felt some afterglow of empathy and insight (though to be fair, I took 75mg tramadol and periodic doses of MXE that day, but I think what I felt was a bit more than what I normally get from that combo). I was also rather tired, particularly toward the end of the day. Kind of like the "ate up" feeling a day after rolling, but not nearly so intense, was able to eat a big dinner.
Overall, I think the M1 and MXE combo was good for a more lucid, insightful and cognitive euphoric experience. Definitely more mild than E, and probably more mild than M1 alone in terms of tactile sensation. Probably being more "in my head" lessened the extent to which I would normally have been thrilled by the sensation of touching a soft blanket or whatever, though there was still some tactile stuff going on.
For the record, I do think this was on the low end of an M1 dose for a person of my size/weight, which also could account for feeling like I was not getting as strong a roll-like experience as I might have from closer to 200mg M1. I sure do not think the MXE boosted the effects of the M1, though they did blend nicely IMO.
I know, not a particularly juicy or exciting trip report, but I don't think there's much out there on this combo, so I thought I'd contribute.
~psychoblast~
