idontdothizz
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A few days ago I asked about MXE showing up as a false positive for PCP on a Urinalysis. The thread was quickly deemed as breaking the rules and it was closed.
Today was the day I went down to MEPS to enlist in the Navy.
My recruiting officer picked me up at 2 in the morning. I did not sleep to ensure that I would not miss him.
I had a full physical before, so I ended up not receiving a UA.
"Excellent" I thought, since I had consumed MXE two days prior and was slightly worried. Everything cleared up and I was sworn in as a Sailor.
I come home to celebrate, with some MXE. This experience is significant because it is the single most best experience I have ever felt in my entire known existence. Prior to this, I was having problems with holing like:
I would fall into a hole, but would see nothing. I go OBE but only see black. I feel the sensations but no visuals during the holes.
Not this time.. oh boy oh boy
T ± 0.00 10:00 P.M. Ingested 30mg sublingual
T ± 0.30 10:30 P.M. I feel the effects, getting a little spins. Good start. I am drinking plenty plenty of water.
T ± 1.00 11:00 P.M. I ingest a capsule of 60mg MXE orally. My new dosage ritual, proven to work like a charm.
T ± 1.30 11:30 P.M. Just messing around with my cats, getting comfortable with the dissociation to prepare for the incoming hole.
T ± 2.00 12:00 A.M. This is where I lay down and listen to a suggested song. Immediately, I fall into a hole. But this time was different.
T ± ¿.¿¿ ¿¿:¿¿ A.M This MXE high was particularly strong. I contribute it to the lack of sleep. In this hole, I was at first scared because of how strong and confusing it was. I was having very bizarre thoughts and thought those were real. I was in a bad trip for a second. But then I decided no way. I took control of the experience by becoming the primary conscious and feeding thoughts to myself like "you are on drugs, just go with it because there is no turning back." Then I got a grip and I could effectively enjoy the hole. The reason this hole was so awesome compared to the others was because this time I could see. But what I saw was me back at MEPS station. I could fly around extremely fast through the whole building. I could fly everywhere and see everything vividly. This place was my play thing I could do anything I wanted and it was awesome. I was a soul flying around and all the regular people walking around doing their own thing like they never knew I was there. WHAT.A.BLAST. I could not believe that I could do such a crazy thing.
T ± 2.05 12:05 A.M After deciding that I could not take the intense amazingness anymore I opened my eyes. I ABSOLUTELY COULD NOT BELIEVE that only 5 minutes have passed by. WOW. There is just no words to describe this compound. I got out of bed but I could not stay still because I was overwhelmed by EXTREME feelings of blissful euphoria and mania and dissociation all throwing themselves at each other to create this puddle of GREAT feeling that was me. I am so lucky to be feeling this. I am absolutely shocked and speechless due to the holing experience and coming back to these insane inhuman feelings.
T ± 3.00 01:00 A.M is when I am writing this now because I do not want to risk forgetting.
Conclusion: If you want to have an amazing hole, it helps to do something significant prior to the experience. My holes were always just the feeling without the visual because my life had nothing interesting to give my mind to work off of. But since I was sleep deprived and was at that station for a good 12 hours, when I came home I still had a good visualization of what the place looked like and the like and I believe that is how I was able to have such a great hole. Forgive me if nothing on here makes any sense but it is extremely difficult to put everything that happened into words, especially right after the mind blowing experience.. But I have to write it now because I am afraid I will forget.
Also, first trip report.
Today was the day I went down to MEPS to enlist in the Navy.
My recruiting officer picked me up at 2 in the morning. I did not sleep to ensure that I would not miss him.
I had a full physical before, so I ended up not receiving a UA.
"Excellent" I thought, since I had consumed MXE two days prior and was slightly worried. Everything cleared up and I was sworn in as a Sailor.
I come home to celebrate, with some MXE. This experience is significant because it is the single most best experience I have ever felt in my entire known existence. Prior to this, I was having problems with holing like:
I would fall into a hole, but would see nothing. I go OBE but only see black. I feel the sensations but no visuals during the holes.
Not this time.. oh boy oh boy
T ± 0.00 10:00 P.M. Ingested 30mg sublingual
T ± 0.30 10:30 P.M. I feel the effects, getting a little spins. Good start. I am drinking plenty plenty of water.
T ± 1.00 11:00 P.M. I ingest a capsule of 60mg MXE orally. My new dosage ritual, proven to work like a charm.
T ± 1.30 11:30 P.M. Just messing around with my cats, getting comfortable with the dissociation to prepare for the incoming hole.
T ± 2.00 12:00 A.M. This is where I lay down and listen to a suggested song. Immediately, I fall into a hole. But this time was different.
T ± ¿.¿¿ ¿¿:¿¿ A.M This MXE high was particularly strong. I contribute it to the lack of sleep. In this hole, I was at first scared because of how strong and confusing it was. I was having very bizarre thoughts and thought those were real. I was in a bad trip for a second. But then I decided no way. I took control of the experience by becoming the primary conscious and feeding thoughts to myself like "you are on drugs, just go with it because there is no turning back." Then I got a grip and I could effectively enjoy the hole. The reason this hole was so awesome compared to the others was because this time I could see. But what I saw was me back at MEPS station. I could fly around extremely fast through the whole building. I could fly everywhere and see everything vividly. This place was my play thing I could do anything I wanted and it was awesome. I was a soul flying around and all the regular people walking around doing their own thing like they never knew I was there. WHAT.A.BLAST. I could not believe that I could do such a crazy thing.
T ± 2.05 12:05 A.M After deciding that I could not take the intense amazingness anymore I opened my eyes. I ABSOLUTELY COULD NOT BELIEVE that only 5 minutes have passed by. WOW. There is just no words to describe this compound. I got out of bed but I could not stay still because I was overwhelmed by EXTREME feelings of blissful euphoria and mania and dissociation all throwing themselves at each other to create this puddle of GREAT feeling that was me. I am so lucky to be feeling this. I am absolutely shocked and speechless due to the holing experience and coming back to these insane inhuman feelings.
T ± 3.00 01:00 A.M is when I am writing this now because I do not want to risk forgetting.
Conclusion: If you want to have an amazing hole, it helps to do something significant prior to the experience. My holes were always just the feeling without the visual because my life had nothing interesting to give my mind to work off of. But since I was sleep deprived and was at that station for a good 12 hours, when I came home I still had a good visualization of what the place looked like and the like and I believe that is how I was able to have such a great hole. Forgive me if nothing on here makes any sense but it is extremely difficult to put everything that happened into words, especially right after the mind blowing experience.. But I have to write it now because I am afraid I will forget.
Also, first trip report.
