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My goodness, it has been such a long time since I have written any kind of a trip report
Over the course of this evening I have ingested a half a bottle of wine, a few beers, and on the tail end of that (as is usually the case) I decided to go a little deeper.
I have past experience with most stimulants(MDMA, bk-MDMA, 4-MMC, 4-MEC, amphetamines, MDPV, MDEA...), a couple of psychedelics(2c-i/e/b/d and ketamine).
My GABA tolerance is nothing to be desired; having dosed 2ml GBL at 6pm I have drank on average 2 units an hour from 6pm to 10pm (beer and wine combined) and feel in a comfortable state while watching the appallingly hilarious 'Scary Movie 3'. With the arsenal of RC's available at the moment I decide on trailing this rather novel dissociative.
I have snorted 30-40mg so far, and things seem different than usual. I will draw comparisons to ketamine as this is the usual culprit for comparison. With ketamine things begin to become 'wierd' almost instantly, but with this i still feel a strong connection with myself, however there is a slight lag in my actions. Typing is a little off and movement is not as immediate as usual. It is as if i am watching myself drunk, while drunk, being drunk
I have now redosed, so my dose is around 60mg at the moment and things are rather nice. It is a little akin to remembering the positive bits of a drunken flashback while being sober. I have been playing various hip hop tunes with vocal lyrics but have decided to switch to something more interpretable. A quick google search sourced:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1o5tevxSNuk
I still feel very much connected with myself, however the sounds around me are very pleasant. There is definitely a slight push towards a positive mood shift. Just as I type this things begin to start s;ipping a little bit. I have just noticed an error in what I was writing and the music is beggining to overwhelm me
The 60mg has probably hit me now and things do feel quite a bit more disconnected than before. My appetite is gone and I feel like I am on a very calm level at the moment. Focusing on the computer screen is quite intermittent! If I were to take this much ketamine I would definitely feel as if my 'soul' were some where else. My perspective however is still from behind my eyes and in my mind!
Over the course of this evening I have ingested a half a bottle of wine, a few beers, and on the tail end of that (as is usually the case) I decided to go a little deeper.
I have past experience with most stimulants(MDMA, bk-MDMA, 4-MMC, 4-MEC, amphetamines, MDPV, MDEA...), a couple of psychedelics(2c-i/e/b/d and ketamine).
My GABA tolerance is nothing to be desired; having dosed 2ml GBL at 6pm I have drank on average 2 units an hour from 6pm to 10pm (beer and wine combined) and feel in a comfortable state while watching the appallingly hilarious 'Scary Movie 3'. With the arsenal of RC's available at the moment I decide on trailing this rather novel dissociative.
I have snorted 30-40mg so far, and things seem different than usual. I will draw comparisons to ketamine as this is the usual culprit for comparison. With ketamine things begin to become 'wierd' almost instantly, but with this i still feel a strong connection with myself, however there is a slight lag in my actions. Typing is a little off and movement is not as immediate as usual. It is as if i am watching myself drunk, while drunk, being drunk
I have now redosed, so my dose is around 60mg at the moment and things are rather nice. It is a little akin to remembering the positive bits of a drunken flashback while being sober. I have been playing various hip hop tunes with vocal lyrics but have decided to switch to something more interpretable. A quick google search sourced:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1o5tevxSNuk
I still feel very much connected with myself, however the sounds around me are very pleasant. There is definitely a slight push towards a positive mood shift. Just as I type this things begin to start s;ipping a little bit. I have just noticed an error in what I was writing and the music is beggining to overwhelm me
The 60mg has probably hit me now and things do feel quite a bit more disconnected than before. My appetite is gone and I feel like I am on a very calm level at the moment. Focusing on the computer screen is quite intermittent! If I were to take this much ketamine I would definitely feel as if my 'soul' were some where else. My perspective however is still from behind my eyes and in my mind!
