Slim Stims
Bluelighter
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- Sep 18, 2020
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I'm not sure if this is the right place for this. I'm still pretty new here and I think this is only my third post to the site but I wanted to share because I've learned from the experience that for me personally, daily use is just not the way to go. Aside from the cost of an everyday habit it just isn't fun anymore because that feeling of euphoria and happiness is gone. Anyway, I decided to go a week without using anything at all. I may have mentioned in a previous post about being a "sometimes" stimulant user but I used to be a daily user. I've wanted to share this for a while but like I said, still new here and getting used to the site and having a community to share these things with.
I understand they say there is no physical withdrawal from Methamphetamine, so please know this is all just my experience and how I felt. Whether or not there is a physical withdrawal, I'm not sure of. I know this could've all been a mental thing.
So, on a random Wednesday I woke up and realized I was running very low. I decided it was time for a break anyway and to see how things went without it so I just simply didn't grab anymore. Thursday rolled around and I was okay for the most part. Got up and went to work just a little irritated with small things and felt sluggish. Friday I was much more irritated with everything and sluggish just didn't begin to describe how I felt. Saturday and Sunday I slept all day. Monday hit and I got up, went to work at 8 and started to feel sick around 9. By 9:30 I was throwing up and did so three times between 9:30 and noon. I was sent home. The exact same thing happened on Tuesday and then Wednesday I didn't even make it until 10. My boss just gave me the rest of the week off and said to come back Monday. Both Thursday and Friday I could only sleep and eat. My appetite had spiked so much that I felt like I would never stop eating if I didn't run out of food. Sleep, eat. Sleep, eat. Sleep, eat. It felt like it was never ending. Eventually I decided that I would use again, just more responsibly. Daily use turned into 2-3 days a week, sometimes only every two weeks. I definitely prefer it over what it was before.
The high is better and more consistent. Yes, tolerance still builds quickly but obviously not like it does if you're doing it multiple times a day everyday. The amount of money you save is ridiculous. You're not up for days at a time, so sleep is possible. That along with the fact that you're able to eat is great. No problems with hallucinations, visual or auditory.(Unless you're doing an ungodly amount). And then of course just all around feeling better both physically and mentally.
I have nothing against daily use or anyone who chooses to do so, it just isn't my preference anymore. For those of you that do though, a tolerance break and dropping a few days off makes one hell of a difference. It's hard to do and it takes a while to get used to but it's definitely nice. Feel free to ask any questions about my week without. Whether it be about side effects of not using or just general questions, I will gladly answer them.
I understand they say there is no physical withdrawal from Methamphetamine, so please know this is all just my experience and how I felt. Whether or not there is a physical withdrawal, I'm not sure of. I know this could've all been a mental thing.
So, on a random Wednesday I woke up and realized I was running very low. I decided it was time for a break anyway and to see how things went without it so I just simply didn't grab anymore. Thursday rolled around and I was okay for the most part. Got up and went to work just a little irritated with small things and felt sluggish. Friday I was much more irritated with everything and sluggish just didn't begin to describe how I felt. Saturday and Sunday I slept all day. Monday hit and I got up, went to work at 8 and started to feel sick around 9. By 9:30 I was throwing up and did so three times between 9:30 and noon. I was sent home. The exact same thing happened on Tuesday and then Wednesday I didn't even make it until 10. My boss just gave me the rest of the week off and said to come back Monday. Both Thursday and Friday I could only sleep and eat. My appetite had spiked so much that I felt like I would never stop eating if I didn't run out of food. Sleep, eat. Sleep, eat. Sleep, eat. It felt like it was never ending. Eventually I decided that I would use again, just more responsibly. Daily use turned into 2-3 days a week, sometimes only every two weeks. I definitely prefer it over what it was before.
The high is better and more consistent. Yes, tolerance still builds quickly but obviously not like it does if you're doing it multiple times a day everyday. The amount of money you save is ridiculous. You're not up for days at a time, so sleep is possible. That along with the fact that you're able to eat is great. No problems with hallucinations, visual or auditory.(Unless you're doing an ungodly amount). And then of course just all around feeling better both physically and mentally.
I have nothing against daily use or anyone who chooses to do so, it just isn't my preference anymore. For those of you that do though, a tolerance break and dropping a few days off makes one hell of a difference. It's hard to do and it takes a while to get used to but it's definitely nice. Feel free to ask any questions about my week without. Whether it be about side effects of not using or just general questions, I will gladly answer them.