Stellar.Bomb
Bluelighter
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- Jan 10, 2010
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So although i am fully aware of the horrible effects meth has on a person's body... i decided i'd give a couple day binge a go.. to be honest i wanted to see what people thought was so amazing about meth.. but of course since its dirty and not socially accepted like meth and ecstacy are.. i couldnt just ask random people... But anyways... So i am on day Two ... of my fiv to six day binge depending on how long it lasts...
The first day i did it i snorted around 6 lines of pretty amazing shit whether it being 5 percent pure or 100 percent it gave me an intense rush and suddenly i wanted to go out and do anything i could!! i called my friend and she picked me up.. designated driver
.. we shopped... walked.. drove.. walked more.. she was getting tired i could tell.. but i couldve kept going all day... Oh i wasnt very clear... i snorted 6 decent size lines.. throughout the whole day.. not all at once... So i did my last one around 3 pm.. then i just sat in my room.. talked.. on the phone.. listened to music.. felt pretty good like i was jittery like you would be if you were to drink an energy drink really fast... my heart was still racing even around 10pm... i thought maybe one or two i'd fall asleep... NOPE!
DAY TWO! right now lol... Well ive made it til around fifteen minutes to twelve... Today was a different story.. i woke up .. or GOT OUT OF MY BED as i was pretending to sleep so i didnt raise any eyebrows... i live with my mom.. so that wouldnt be the best eyebrow to raise.. lol.. So i look in the mirror and notice my pupils are MASSIVE! like barely any color.. i thought a cold shower would help.. nope... warm water.. nooo.. so after i got finished getting ready i did two lines before school... During which my pupils got tiny.. i was all jittery still but other than that .. im pretty hyper so no one really suspected anything.. as far as i know.. lol I get home around 2 Take Another two lines.. small ones though.. idk if your supposed to do lines.. i just did it because lol...
So around 9pm tonight i am feelling really tired i just cleaned and did homework.. typical bordem ishh.... but like i said around 9pm i was sitting on my bed listening to music and then idk if this is the actual crank bugs.. but i started to feel things all over my body... now ive been pretty paranoid about hygeine.. brush teeth twice a day... mouth wash.. two showers a day.. i heard you stink.. I did alot of research prior to taking this.. so i knew what small things i should be aware of.. one of them being... DONT ITCH YOUR SKIN.. whatever you think is there... isnt. Ignore it. So i dont touch it.. but due to lack of sleep i think im just a little dilusional right now.. and then...
I also noticed.. not any hunger whatsoever.. i tried to think of making a small meal but its too late now.. my mom will think i got MUNCHIES.. haha But i realized i have drank ANY WATER IN THE PAST TWO DAYS.. i dont mean to get graffic.. but i noticed my pee was darker.. and so i am trying to replenish my body... I have probably lost five lbs just because im sweating alot.. walking around alot.. moving in my bed even.. restless legs man haha.. and not eating...
I am worried about the comedown.... the crash... the so called HELL... well i doubt anything will compare to my bad trip on SHROOMS! ... that was truly hell.. but i digress.. lol So im off to Make yet another nights attempt at sleeping.. i was going to take a sleeping aid..but i figure my body is already hating me right now..
Some may ask why im doing it.. and its simple... I want to. no bad growing up trying to escape.. not obese trying to lose weight.. not bored and lonely... im just a curious person and figure a five day binge will show me all the effects.. good bad.. and the UGLY.. lol
Ps. to anyone who has never tried this.. As far as the one time you do it you could get hooked... BELIEVE IT... i have a very non addicted personality.. i am unable.. as far as ive noticed... to pick up any drug which ive done alot .. but never more than two or three times with no intention of using it again.. like i said.. just curious..
Yay! hopefully nap time!
The first day i did it i snorted around 6 lines of pretty amazing shit whether it being 5 percent pure or 100 percent it gave me an intense rush and suddenly i wanted to go out and do anything i could!! i called my friend and she picked me up.. designated driver
.. we shopped... walked.. drove.. walked more.. she was getting tired i could tell.. but i couldve kept going all day... Oh i wasnt very clear... i snorted 6 decent size lines.. throughout the whole day.. not all at once... So i did my last one around 3 pm.. then i just sat in my room.. talked.. on the phone.. listened to music.. felt pretty good like i was jittery like you would be if you were to drink an energy drink really fast... my heart was still racing even around 10pm... i thought maybe one or two i'd fall asleep... NOPE!DAY TWO! right now lol... Well ive made it til around fifteen minutes to twelve... Today was a different story.. i woke up .. or GOT OUT OF MY BED as i was pretending to sleep so i didnt raise any eyebrows... i live with my mom.. so that wouldnt be the best eyebrow to raise.. lol.. So i look in the mirror and notice my pupils are MASSIVE! like barely any color.. i thought a cold shower would help.. nope... warm water.. nooo.. so after i got finished getting ready i did two lines before school... During which my pupils got tiny.. i was all jittery still but other than that .. im pretty hyper so no one really suspected anything.. as far as i know.. lol I get home around 2 Take Another two lines.. small ones though.. idk if your supposed to do lines.. i just did it because lol...
So around 9pm tonight i am feelling really tired i just cleaned and did homework.. typical bordem ishh.... but like i said around 9pm i was sitting on my bed listening to music and then idk if this is the actual crank bugs.. but i started to feel things all over my body... now ive been pretty paranoid about hygeine.. brush teeth twice a day... mouth wash.. two showers a day.. i heard you stink.. I did alot of research prior to taking this.. so i knew what small things i should be aware of.. one of them being... DONT ITCH YOUR SKIN.. whatever you think is there... isnt. Ignore it. So i dont touch it.. but due to lack of sleep i think im just a little dilusional right now.. and then...
I also noticed.. not any hunger whatsoever.. i tried to think of making a small meal but its too late now.. my mom will think i got MUNCHIES.. haha But i realized i have drank ANY WATER IN THE PAST TWO DAYS.. i dont mean to get graffic.. but i noticed my pee was darker.. and so i am trying to replenish my body... I have probably lost five lbs just because im sweating alot.. walking around alot.. moving in my bed even.. restless legs man haha.. and not eating...
I am worried about the comedown.... the crash... the so called HELL... well i doubt anything will compare to my bad trip on SHROOMS! ... that was truly hell.. but i digress.. lol So im off to Make yet another nights attempt at sleeping.. i was going to take a sleeping aid..but i figure my body is already hating me right now..
Some may ask why im doing it.. and its simple... I want to.
no bad growing up trying to escape.. not obese trying to lose weight.. not bored and lonely... im just a curious person and figure a five day binge will show me all the effects.. good bad.. and the UGLY.. lolPs. to anyone who has never tried this.. As far as the one time you do it you could get hooked... BELIEVE IT... i have a very non addicted personality.. i am unable.. as far as ive noticed... to pick up any drug which ive done alot .. but never more than two or three times with no intention of using it again.. like i said.. just curious..
Yay! hopefully nap time!
