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Methamphetamine - inexperienced - Meth: take 2

jykkE

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March 26, 2008

I had somehow overslept and missed going to the methadone clinic by a good 4 hours haha. It's amazing to have a day off work sometimes! But this started me fiending for something...I wanted to get coke, but couldn't find a ride to there, so had to sit back and let something happen.

This happened later...
Dealer friend wanted to buy my roommates other computer, a MacBook, because the other laptop he was gonna trade away for something else and this one was newer. My roommate had no qualms about it since he just uses my computer, he hadn't even used the Mac in like 4 months since its power cord was chewed in half by his rotweiler and he could just use my computer. So while friend took the laptop to test it at another place where a cord was, he left a substantial quantity of methamphetamine as collateral. Of course the majority of the price was some money...which is always needed, some of the drug would of course be left as well in the end.

Since it was good quantity, and we were going to get some of it in the end anyways, we helped ourselves to a bit of ice out of the baggy while he was away.

I figured that this evenings experiment was going to be better than the previous one because I hadn't indulged in either cocaine or methamphetamine in a couple days so cross-tolerance should be nil.

This would be the second time I've taken it.

T+0h0m :: .05g is dumped onto foil. Lighter lit from underneath, with a loosely rolled bank note acting as a straw to draw in smoke. When I put the lighter under the foil I noticed when I drew in the smoke that when I exhaled there wasn't much smoke. I took this to be some sort of cut (MSM, I've heard??). Again, lighter was struck, and another breath was taken in. The exhale resulted in much more smoke and I could feel the drug in my body. Much better than the previous attempts I noted! Much more stimulation with the noticeable rush that I was seeking.

When I let it sit, I noticed how the puddle that remained would recrystalize and form as a white substance, which was kinda neat. The above process was repeated until there was no more left on the foil.

T+0h15m :: Another bit of crystal was put on the foil. I noticed the effects of this set of hits was lessened compared to the last batch. I took this to be because I was still feeling the first ones a bit and that of course I wouldn't notice the full-blown effect.

T+0h25m :: Loaded .1g into a spoon to mix for IV. I had a 1cc syringe so I added 80 units of water to stir. When I removed the orange cap of the needle though I noticed the needle was very fucked up which sucked. All the rest of my syringes held only 50 units (1/2cc) so I would have to divide the solution into two shots which is always a disappointment since the rush would be cut in half. I tried to solve this by shooting the first, then reloading the syringe quickly and shooting again. The first one went fine, but with the second one, I registered fine, but hand slipped halfway thru the delivery which --- PAUSE FOR ROOMMATE COMING OUT OF BEDROOM, DUMPING ANOTHER LARGE ROCK ON THE TABLE, AND GOING BACK IN --- caused a bump to start forming. I stopped immediately, re-registered, and finished up. I definitely noted that missing a meth shot stings like a motherfucker. Nothing like a similar experience with heroin or even coke.

lol, now on to the ice that he just gave me:
T+0h30m :: Not wanting to waste a gift =D, I put the whole rock into a foil, this time creased down the middle, making a boat for the rock and the eventual smoke to sit, to make sure that it didn't roll off. I lit it up, and inhaled deeply. I liked how, after I stopped inhaling, the smoke would sit in the crease just like heroin smoke would. Wow. I feel some very nice tingles off this hit, haven't felt like it before. Maybe I was smoking it wrong (somehow??) or something but my hair feels amazing.

My heartrate is very elevated, especially compared to the first time, and is much more noticeable. Touch is stimulated. I'm having no problem sitting though. Maybe its because I'm doing something (not masturbating, sicko) but I have no desire to just get up and do random shit like some people.


I'm done for the night now and for awhile. I can't let another addiction fill my life up as I've already had one destroy my life. I already have another drug I'm using more and more that I have to fend off addiction to (cocaine), and my life can't begin to handle a second one.

Watch yourself, you're body will thank you.
jykkE

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Nice report. But be careful, dude. I noticed this line:

All the rest of my syringes held only 50 units (1/2cc) so I would have to divide the solution into two shots which is always a disappointment since the rush would be cut in half.

You speak about IVing meth as if it's a regular thing you do already. Something about that statement made me worry about you. So please take care. :)

I can't let another addiction fill my life up as I've already had one destroy my life. I already have another drug I'm using more and more that I have to fend off addiction to (cocaine), and my life can't begin to handle a second one.

<3
 
Xorkoth said:
Nice report. But be careful, dude. I noticed this line:

All the rest of my syringes held only 50 units (1/2cc) so I would have to divide the solution into two shots which is always a disappointment since the rush would be cut in half.

You speak about IVing meth as if it's a regular thing you do already. Something about that statement made me worry about you. So please take care. :)

<3

I said that as a general thought of having to do an IV shot in two parts sucked. I know damn well that having to having to split a shot of heroin into two back in the day would have pissed me off greatly and sucked ass :).
This was actually only the second time I've IV'd meth, as well as the second experience with it (the first time I tried it was a couple days ago, which was IV'd, smoked, and also snorted but it didn't do much since i had done a good bit of cocaine the night before), and I am taking very big care with it and the addiction potential it has. I already have lost everything in my life thanks to a heroin addiction that, thankfully due to my friends and people who care about me, I'm slowly regaining back piece by tiny piece. I'm not going to let that happen again.

and I fixed your "addition" to my post:) you were missing a "[" on one of the lines <3
 
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yes J, be careful with that stuff I'm serious!

it can get ahold of your balls faster than anything I've seen, dope and coke included.

Careful careful careful! In my experience it really turns people into something not very good. Very non-spiritual drug, it sucked the life out of me to be honest. I was afraid my 'soul' or whatever you want to call it would not come back (it did after a few years of being a member at a Zen center and off and on living there).

peace and talk to you soon,
samadhi
 
samadhi_smiles said:
yes J, be careful with that stuff I'm serious!

it can get ahold of your balls faster than anything I've seen, dope and coke included.

Careful careful careful! In my experience it really turns people into something not very good. Very non-spiritual drug, it sucked the life out of me to be honest. I was afraid my 'soul' or whatever you want to call it would not come back (it did after a few years of being a member at a Zen center and off and on living there).

peace and talk to you soon,
samadhi

True words indeed. Brian has taken the bag with him to work, which I asked for him to, and I also told him not to even mention it again. E, the friend, has also been requested to quit that shit out and don't bring it by me. I told him I consider it worse than heroin around me and I would rather have him noddin out then him all crazy tweaked and finding an excuse to give me some shit.

Hope to hear from ya soon, I'm enjoying my second day off work in a row and its AMAZINGGGGGGGGGG.
jykkE
 
i slammed meth for20 yrs. istill have all my teeth and enjoyed every hour of it especially the the marathon sex sessions. up to 12 orgasams a night. got many raises for outstanding work. never wanted to quit , but as i got older i started using less and less. i havn't doine any meth for 3 yrs now, and never went to counseling or any type of 12 step programj. the trick is don't run out. i took breaks by stocking up on sleeping pills and sleeping for up to a week at a time, also i took mega vitamins. i likrd it and if i still liked it i'd still be doing it. to all you haters out there, eat your hearts out. speed is the all American drug and i recommend it to everyone. tweak on my brothers , tweak on%)
 
rockbottom- you are aware of how to take care of yourself (allowing ur body sleep, taking vitamins) and it's great that you can take away the good stuff from using meth without being affected by the negative- you are the first i've come across.
I think drugs fuck ppl up only when they dont know how to handle it. By the time they understand it, it's too late and they're dependent. They don't know the effects of the comedown and cant handle the depression when their dopamine levels are depleted. For alot of tweakers, (myself too, once upon a time) the euphoria and contentedness that meth gives you makes you feel lazy and procrastinate. Wen ur feeling so good, everything can wait to be sorted another day. Most of the meth users i know only realise how badly they let things spiral out of control when they lose nearly everything. It leaves them feeling empty and with no self-esteem bc they achieved nothing yet lost so much. And the only thing that makes them feel in control is when theyre using meth. This is what makes meth so dangerous- that their emotional state is dependent too. If you have the will and strength of character not to be negatively affected by it, then congratulations. But even then, the pull of using meth is so strong that anyone without adequate knowlege of what theyre doing to themselves are asking for it.
 
im really grateful for bluelighters are their stories and knowledge, helps you make an informed decision about drugs and life.
i quite sure im not going near the needle, but its good to hear these trip reports.
everyday im LEARNING LEARNING LEARNING. keep up the good work friends.:D
 
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