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Methamphetamine (ice) 1st time and MDA experienced: My life story
first trip report for me!!!
It was one of my best friends (E from now on) 30th birthday.....
We agreed that it would be a drug fuelled event....
Times are given in minutes
here goes
T-120: had a few beers...talked shit for a few hours. I was sooo excited about the night coming up that I felt like I was peaking too soon as it was only 8pm, At about 9:30 my birthday-boy mate called and said “meet at such-and-such a bar in the city”.....
T=000: I'd had five beers by this time. I arrived at the bar to meet him and numerous other friends. E handed me a tally-ho paper folded up very small, he said it was an ICE “depth charge” and to just eat it. I did. Sorry I don't know the amount that was in it :/
T+030: Started to chat VERY quickly and openly with a female friend of mine (Z). She was amused at my persona during the next half an hour
T+060: Was getting rushes and tingles down my neck and spine (like the ones you get from listening to your favourite tunes). Didn't at all feel like the MDMA I am used to.
T+080: Started walking around the bar meeting new ppl, I had NO inhibitions or fears about just talking to everyone there. Everything I said seamed to roll of the tongue and go down really well with everyone. I also felt like "if anyone fucked with me right now.....I'd have them for breakfast" Went to the toilet and walked up the stairs, it seemed much faster than I normally would....
T+110: Kept drinking at the bar at the same pace I was previously, I noticed that the euphoria I was feeling from the ice was very similar to alcohol (over confident etc etc), but without the sedation and lack of mental clarity (awesome). Noticed that my mouth was extremely dry at this point and started drinking water...I also noticed that my heart rate was through the fucking roof....
T+170: We all decided we would leave and go some where to dance. Walking down the street's of Melbourne felt pretty cool. I felt like I was about twice the size of everyone there....lol (I only weigh about 68KG). I realised I needed money so I said "wait for me I need an ATM".....I ran faster than I can remember ever being able to before towards the ATM . While getting the money out I felt robotic and efficient. Smoothest transaction ever. I then ran to the club we were headed to...
T+190: Got to the club.....I had lost my friends
I hung with the security for a while, I ended up having an argument with them about whether or not I could play with their hacky-sack or not. I felt so invincible, but luckily not so far gone not to realise that it was in my best interests to leave and find my friends....
T+210: found the dudes, decided to go elsewhere and went to a DnB club around the corner. As I walked across the road I felt that if a car hit me it would crumble around me leaving me standing there thinking "what an idiot!!". Felt fully invincible. Met these girls on the way with glow-stix around their necks.....I went str8 up and started talking to them.... I even danced in the middle of the street for them :/
T+230: got to the club and the tunes were pumping!!! Had an extended dance then sat down for a while. I could feel the ICE wearing off at this point but was still feeling great. Z was pilling off her head on MDA by T+300 WE talked at length about our lives etc etc. I stared feeling jealous at the open emotional way that she was talking.........
T+310: Had half an MDA pill and just sat around still talking to Z, as the effects came on I felt the usual MD** effects. I usually don’t have half pills but thought that I would because of the state I was already in. It seamed rather strong for only half, but I was in control and having a good time. Spent the next hour dancing and chatting on and off. Because I was so chatty from the meth I went into an emotional and personal spiel of my life. Z caught the full brunt of this and was obviously enjoying it in some way. I told her everything about my emotional/personal life, including shit I’d never spoken to ANYONE BEFORE EVER . It wasn’t necessarily shit which I had a burning desire to get out, just stuff that everybody has that they keep to themselves.
T+430: Left the club due to the nagging of E (birthday boy) to go his favourite club. Had a ten minute walk to his GFs car feeling really nice, I realised that I’d never really been outside while so heavily under the influence of MD**. It was great the air was sweet and the walk was like floating. Had the other half of my pill on the way. Got to the car and had the most fun car ride ever. Was like an adventure, had some hard rock playing (not what we had been listening to for the rest of the night at all) and had my head out the window.....weeeeeee
T+460: Arrived at the night club, starting to feel the effects of second dose of MDA. Still talking to Z I noticed that her face looked strange. Her lips were wobbling around and growing fat then thin and generally morphing into some fucked up shit. I went to grab my water bottle from the table and took three goes to judge the right distance. Was starting to feeling quite fucked up. My bottle had a spiderweblike substance all over it which I couldn’t wipe off. Ppls faces were rippling and their necks were bulging. I saw an attractive girl and on closer inspection I found her to have hideous birth marks that were moving and bubbling all over her face…..yeeeech
T+540: after all these hallucinations had gone only one remained. Everyone had vampire fangs. The whole club, one pair pointing up and another down, kinda scary. The scariest bit was the thought.....”why is my mind making this up? Am I a psycho?”. Anyway I thought I’d better sit down for a while……
T+660: Two hours later and a few glasses of champers later it was time to leave. I hadn’t moved for the whole two hours and my legs just didn’t want to work properly. Staggered out of the club @ 10am and went to the beach....only to discover that it was St. Kilda festival!!! Shit it’s so fucking crowded down here…..argh. We retreated to a quiet spot and drank a few beers.
T+1200: feeling highly scattered, more than ever before. I’d scratched my eye somewhere during the night and it was irritating me so much that I felt I’d rather be dead than have to deal with it. Was quite drunk at this point too and had been drinking throughout this experience. The journey home was quite unpleasant, luckily everyone was on their way to St. Kilda so the tram was pretty much empty. My ex GF rang me up on my mobile on the way.....I couldn’t even string a full sentence together, that’s when I realised that I was completely fucked. Had a horrible sleep about 3 hours, and woke feeling like death.
T+1380: Very bad comedown, feel terrible. Trying to eat, bad. Feel weird about telling Z so many personal things. Physically tired, mentally drained, sore eye, felt like crying and crawling into the foetal position.
Next day (Monday): didn’t go to work, called in sick. Feeling a bit better but still scattered. Definitely in no state to go to work.
Tuesday: feeling much better, had a good rest, feeling great actually.
Well….that’s it boys and girls. I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did. I think it’s surely something I will repeat but I think I’ll have to call it quits a bit earlier next time. I don’t think my body can handle the extreme lack of sleep very well. I had been awake almost 36hrs by the end.
Hope I didn’t ramble on too much for ya
Smokin’
first trip report for me!!!
It was one of my best friends (E from now on) 30th birthday.....
We agreed that it would be a drug fuelled event....
Times are given in minutes
here goes
T-120: had a few beers...talked shit for a few hours. I was sooo excited about the night coming up that I felt like I was peaking too soon as it was only 8pm, At about 9:30 my birthday-boy mate called and said “meet at such-and-such a bar in the city”.....
T=000: I'd had five beers by this time. I arrived at the bar to meet him and numerous other friends. E handed me a tally-ho paper folded up very small, he said it was an ICE “depth charge” and to just eat it. I did. Sorry I don't know the amount that was in it :/
T+030: Started to chat VERY quickly and openly with a female friend of mine (Z). She was amused at my persona during the next half an hour
T+060: Was getting rushes and tingles down my neck and spine (like the ones you get from listening to your favourite tunes). Didn't at all feel like the MDMA I am used to.
T+080: Started walking around the bar meeting new ppl, I had NO inhibitions or fears about just talking to everyone there. Everything I said seamed to roll of the tongue and go down really well with everyone. I also felt like "if anyone fucked with me right now.....I'd have them for breakfast" Went to the toilet and walked up the stairs, it seemed much faster than I normally would....
T+110: Kept drinking at the bar at the same pace I was previously, I noticed that the euphoria I was feeling from the ice was very similar to alcohol (over confident etc etc), but without the sedation and lack of mental clarity (awesome). Noticed that my mouth was extremely dry at this point and started drinking water...I also noticed that my heart rate was through the fucking roof....
T+170: We all decided we would leave and go some where to dance. Walking down the street's of Melbourne felt pretty cool. I felt like I was about twice the size of everyone there....lol (I only weigh about 68KG). I realised I needed money so I said "wait for me I need an ATM".....I ran faster than I can remember ever being able to before towards the ATM . While getting the money out I felt robotic and efficient. Smoothest transaction ever. I then ran to the club we were headed to...
T+190: Got to the club.....I had lost my friends
I hung with the security for a while, I ended up having an argument with them about whether or not I could play with their hacky-sack or not. I felt so invincible, but luckily not so far gone not to realise that it was in my best interests to leave and find my friends....
T+210: found the dudes, decided to go elsewhere and went to a DnB club around the corner. As I walked across the road I felt that if a car hit me it would crumble around me leaving me standing there thinking "what an idiot!!". Felt fully invincible. Met these girls on the way with glow-stix around their necks.....I went str8 up and started talking to them.... I even danced in the middle of the street for them :/
T+230: got to the club and the tunes were pumping!!! Had an extended dance then sat down for a while. I could feel the ICE wearing off at this point but was still feeling great. Z was pilling off her head on MDA by T+300 WE talked at length about our lives etc etc. I stared feeling jealous at the open emotional way that she was talking.........
T+310: Had half an MDA pill and just sat around still talking to Z, as the effects came on I felt the usual MD** effects. I usually don’t have half pills but thought that I would because of the state I was already in. It seamed rather strong for only half, but I was in control and having a good time. Spent the next hour dancing and chatting on and off. Because I was so chatty from the meth I went into an emotional and personal spiel of my life. Z caught the full brunt of this and was obviously enjoying it in some way. I told her everything about my emotional/personal life, including shit I’d never spoken to ANYONE BEFORE EVER . It wasn’t necessarily shit which I had a burning desire to get out, just stuff that everybody has that they keep to themselves.
T+430: Left the club due to the nagging of E (birthday boy) to go his favourite club. Had a ten minute walk to his GFs car feeling really nice, I realised that I’d never really been outside while so heavily under the influence of MD**. It was great the air was sweet and the walk was like floating. Had the other half of my pill on the way. Got to the car and had the most fun car ride ever. Was like an adventure, had some hard rock playing (not what we had been listening to for the rest of the night at all) and had my head out the window.....weeeeeee
T+460: Arrived at the night club, starting to feel the effects of second dose of MDA. Still talking to Z I noticed that her face looked strange. Her lips were wobbling around and growing fat then thin and generally morphing into some fucked up shit. I went to grab my water bottle from the table and took three goes to judge the right distance. Was starting to feeling quite fucked up. My bottle had a spiderweblike substance all over it which I couldn’t wipe off. Ppls faces were rippling and their necks were bulging. I saw an attractive girl and on closer inspection I found her to have hideous birth marks that were moving and bubbling all over her face…..yeeeech
T+540: after all these hallucinations had gone only one remained. Everyone had vampire fangs. The whole club, one pair pointing up and another down, kinda scary. The scariest bit was the thought.....”why is my mind making this up? Am I a psycho?”. Anyway I thought I’d better sit down for a while……
T+660: Two hours later and a few glasses of champers later it was time to leave. I hadn’t moved for the whole two hours and my legs just didn’t want to work properly. Staggered out of the club @ 10am and went to the beach....only to discover that it was St. Kilda festival!!! Shit it’s so fucking crowded down here…..argh. We retreated to a quiet spot and drank a few beers.
T+1200: feeling highly scattered, more than ever before. I’d scratched my eye somewhere during the night and it was irritating me so much that I felt I’d rather be dead than have to deal with it. Was quite drunk at this point too and had been drinking throughout this experience. The journey home was quite unpleasant, luckily everyone was on their way to St. Kilda so the tram was pretty much empty. My ex GF rang me up on my mobile on the way.....I couldn’t even string a full sentence together, that’s when I realised that I was completely fucked. Had a horrible sleep about 3 hours, and woke feeling like death.
T+1380: Very bad comedown, feel terrible. Trying to eat, bad. Feel weird about telling Z so many personal things. Physically tired, mentally drained, sore eye, felt like crying and crawling into the foetal position.
Next day (Monday): didn’t go to work, called in sick. Feeling a bit better but still scattered. Definitely in no state to go to work.
Tuesday: feeling much better, had a good rest, feeling great actually.
Well….that’s it boys and girls. I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did. I think it’s surely something I will repeat but I think I’ll have to call it quits a bit earlier next time. I don’t think my body can handle the extreme lack of sleep very well. I had been awake almost 36hrs by the end.
Hope I didn’t ramble on too much for ya
Smokin’
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