A little background. I have always been a man of my downers, opiates, benzos, barbs, the like. I have had adderall several times to aid in studying in college.
I had been up two nights a few years back, found out there was a b-boy (breakdancing) and popping battle being held that day. I showed up, it was sponsored by Red Bull, I drank 6 while waiting for the popping to start. It was 5 v 5, I was last of the 5 to seal the deal. I did a neat routine, with some props. I did a swipe and pretend to kick my opponent in the nuts and out dropped 2 ping pong balls, I did a two-step and kick the ball in his face (that was by luck).
As soon as I finished I stumbled off, my heart rate was 192! As I was counting my HR I collapsed. No one paid any attention to me in the crowd. Suddenly I had a horrible horrible rumble in my gut. I was about to rip apart my pants with diarrhea from the deep bowels of hell, pun. That's what got me to un-black out, I ran to my dorm and sat on the toilet with a high fever shitting for hours and feeling terrible. That was the end of my stimulant days.
Now back to today. A few weeks ago, a friend gave me some M. He told me he thought it was racemic or worse, meaning more levo than dextro amphetamine. That generally doesn't occur, either it's one isomer or 50/50. Maybe it was a poor cut. It was free, I didn't like stims and I left it around for the longest time.
Today, I eyeballed some small amount, IV'ed it, got a little happy. I was afraid to do too much, I have a notoriously poor heart from all the years of smoking.
There was no rush whatsoever, within 5 minutes (surprisingly long) I felt happy, but thought, hey I could still go back to bed.
I took a great dump. It was like unloading a rifle. I'll spare you those details.
I prepped double the amount I had before, hoping to get a rush of sorts. I know that usually once an amount has been ingested and one is under its effects, there won't be a significant rush when IV'ed. This has been the case with H, any and all IV'ed opiates, Midazolam and Ambien. I have once IV'ed DPT. That rush was something I do not EVER want to repeat or wish upon my worst enemy.
Anyway, again the effects were subtle and slow. I'm not used to that when IV'ing. The only onset I could compare it to is buprenorphine (Subutex), there's no rush, not even a fast onset, but the effects get there sure enough.
I was pleasantly surprised, very euphoric, kinda got the itchies and reminds me of opiates. I feel good, slightly energetic, not really talkative, but I can sure write a lot, as you see in this report.
The whole reason I decided to do it today, was that I have a shitload of work due and I have a few benzos in case I get uncomfortable.
Okay, back to work.
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I had been up two nights a few years back, found out there was a b-boy (breakdancing) and popping battle being held that day. I showed up, it was sponsored by Red Bull, I drank 6 while waiting for the popping to start. It was 5 v 5, I was last of the 5 to seal the deal. I did a neat routine, with some props. I did a swipe and pretend to kick my opponent in the nuts and out dropped 2 ping pong balls, I did a two-step and kick the ball in his face (that was by luck).
As soon as I finished I stumbled off, my heart rate was 192! As I was counting my HR I collapsed. No one paid any attention to me in the crowd. Suddenly I had a horrible horrible rumble in my gut. I was about to rip apart my pants with diarrhea from the deep bowels of hell, pun. That's what got me to un-black out, I ran to my dorm and sat on the toilet with a high fever shitting for hours and feeling terrible. That was the end of my stimulant days.
Now back to today. A few weeks ago, a friend gave me some M. He told me he thought it was racemic or worse, meaning more levo than dextro amphetamine. That generally doesn't occur, either it's one isomer or 50/50. Maybe it was a poor cut. It was free, I didn't like stims and I left it around for the longest time.
Today, I eyeballed some small amount, IV'ed it, got a little happy. I was afraid to do too much, I have a notoriously poor heart from all the years of smoking.
There was no rush whatsoever, within 5 minutes (surprisingly long) I felt happy, but thought, hey I could still go back to bed.
I took a great dump. It was like unloading a rifle. I'll spare you those details.
I prepped double the amount I had before, hoping to get a rush of sorts. I know that usually once an amount has been ingested and one is under its effects, there won't be a significant rush when IV'ed. This has been the case with H, any and all IV'ed opiates, Midazolam and Ambien. I have once IV'ed DPT. That rush was something I do not EVER want to repeat or wish upon my worst enemy.
Anyway, again the effects were subtle and slow. I'm not used to that when IV'ing. The only onset I could compare it to is buprenorphine (Subutex), there's no rush, not even a fast onset, but the effects get there sure enough.
I was pleasantly surprised, very euphoric, kinda got the itchies and reminds me of opiates. I feel good, slightly energetic, not really talkative, but I can sure write a lot, as you see in this report.
The whole reason I decided to do it today, was that I have a shitload of work due and I have a few benzos in case I get uncomfortable.
Okay, back to work.
substancecode_methamphetamine
substancecode_amphetamines
substancecode_stimulants
explevel_firsttime
roacode_iv
exptype_positive
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