Its crazy how many personalities meth has depending on ROA,( snorting & eating is speedy, smoking is rushy in one way but somewhat less physically stimulating and IV can be calming physically yet your mind is active or in cases such as last night. Rushing for hours and the only way to explain is euphorically stimulating physically and psychologically. Individual peoples reactions, purity, isomers/race mic, set/setting etc all make it unique.
I had probably the biggest shot of method I've ever had yesterday. I'm usually a lightweight(50-100 mg) shots but went halves in 5 points(a single crystal) of primo so ,2.5 pts each and I'm still toasted now. A friend kindly gave me 2 xanax before and I have some bushy pot which is a great accompanying thing to ease the much hated side effects that meth loves to torture me with (debilitating panic attacks, vaso-constriction, borderline psychosis)
Its quite possible that in about a week I'll be doing 18 months jail so tomorrow I'm having a point of ice, extra methadone an xanax(silly and not recommended combo but no other opiates even give the slightest effect) then later in the week either some DMT, some LSD or a combo to work through my reservations about jail(my first time an I'm gay) and to hopefully provide some peace of mind as I have a tendency to make myself believe that things are much worse than they are and worrying is usually a useless emotion.
Wish me luck