Told my self i wouldn't, but gave in to 2 points. After that was gone i went for more which is where this trip starts.
-4:00am:
Drive out to pick up 2 more points as i can't stand it when my motivation falls. Pick it up and drive back, pretty paranoid at this time of night. Although interesting, drunks cunts have been hanging around my street, i think.
-5:00am:
Ive more or less come down, i eyeball half the bag, crush it up, cotton, draw up. Go for the right cellaphic i think, can't find the bassallic on my right arm for the life of me.
Register and inject. The come up is frightening, i look at the bag and realised i'd done atleast 1.25, i can barely walk, think or breathe it felt like my brain had to reset. Heart is beating rapidly, alot of irrational thoughts of dying, but i was able to ignore them.
-10:45am:
Still going 6 hours after although coming down. I feel quite stupid, especially after seeing the amount left over. Also the fact that it was too intense to enjoy. My usual dosage is 3/4- 1 point. But for once they were right to bragg about this stuff, the Beige stuff.
Ive had really bad panic reactions to meth, im glad this wasn't one of them. Don't know how my heart would've taken it.
The rush lasted a good half hour atleast, tbh i can't remember much at all after the shot. Getting some anxiety now, convincing myself im going to die.
-4:00am:
Drive out to pick up 2 more points as i can't stand it when my motivation falls. Pick it up and drive back, pretty paranoid at this time of night. Although interesting, drunks cunts have been hanging around my street, i think.
-5:00am:
Ive more or less come down, i eyeball half the bag, crush it up, cotton, draw up. Go for the right cellaphic i think, can't find the bassallic on my right arm for the life of me.
Register and inject. The come up is frightening, i look at the bag and realised i'd done atleast 1.25, i can barely walk, think or breathe it felt like my brain had to reset. Heart is beating rapidly, alot of irrational thoughts of dying, but i was able to ignore them.
-10:45am:
Still going 6 hours after although coming down. I feel quite stupid, especially after seeing the amount left over. Also the fact that it was too intense to enjoy. My usual dosage is 3/4- 1 point. But for once they were right to bragg about this stuff, the Beige stuff.
Ive had really bad panic reactions to meth, im glad this wasn't one of them. Don't know how my heart would've taken it.
The rush lasted a good half hour atleast, tbh i can't remember much at all after the shot. Getting some anxiety now, convincing myself im going to die.
