4thDimension
Greenlighter
Hi guys. I am in an absolute crisis.
Last month my doctor reduced my methadone from 55mgs to 10mgs in one month. After I was discharged I stupidly went on an opiate binge of Oxycontin and fentanyl for a week. Now after I took off the fentanyl patch I developed severe akithisia , which is this terrible uncontrolled muscle movements and it feels like I am being torn apart from the inside out and there are bugs crawling all over my skin.
I have the methadone (15mgs now) at 8 in the morning, but by 10 at night I start going into withdrawals and get this uncontrollable muscle movements and feel like I am going crazy. They dosed my up 60mgs of diazapam last night and it did not work.
What the hell has happened and what could I do about this. I am thinking of raising my methadone to 20mgs and having a split dose. It seems I am metabolizing the methadone in 12 hours.
Could the opiate binge I had after tapering down my methadone have caused my opiate receptors to up-regulate again? I have never experienced anything as bad as this before and I have had eye surgeries and spine surgeries and they don't come close to the pain this is causing.
Somebody please help me, It was so bad the other night I cut my wrists open and ended up in the emergency room.
One doctor has suggested a ketamine infusion to get me off of this evil methadone. I am afraid if I go through this again I will end up killing myself.
Last month my doctor reduced my methadone from 55mgs to 10mgs in one month. After I was discharged I stupidly went on an opiate binge of Oxycontin and fentanyl for a week. Now after I took off the fentanyl patch I developed severe akithisia , which is this terrible uncontrolled muscle movements and it feels like I am being torn apart from the inside out and there are bugs crawling all over my skin.
I have the methadone (15mgs now) at 8 in the morning, but by 10 at night I start going into withdrawals and get this uncontrollable muscle movements and feel like I am going crazy. They dosed my up 60mgs of diazapam last night and it did not work.
What the hell has happened and what could I do about this. I am thinking of raising my methadone to 20mgs and having a split dose. It seems I am metabolizing the methadone in 12 hours.
Could the opiate binge I had after tapering down my methadone have caused my opiate receptors to up-regulate again? I have never experienced anything as bad as this before and I have had eye surgeries and spine surgeries and they don't come close to the pain this is causing.
Somebody please help me, It was so bad the other night I cut my wrists open and ended up in the emergency room.
One doctor has suggested a ketamine infusion to get me off of this evil methadone. I am afraid if I go through this again I will end up killing myself.

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