This is my own true experience with subs and done. Back in 2005 I had to take 8, yes 8 10/500 norco's every 3 to 4 hours to get same buzz that 2 used to give me in June of 04. I then started on 2mg suboxone 2 or 3x daily while in detox. Then I had to complete 3 weeks of that UGGHH boring aftercare all day long groups sessions which I hated.
I was shocked(keep in mind everyone has a bit difference in body chemistry)to find out that the 1st time on suboxone gave me an almost vicodin like buzz, so I loved it. THen I started getting norco 10's again and stopped the subs and relapsed, then my sub doc found out and long story short I wound up at taking 3 8mg subs daily. I started abusing them too, I would take 5 8mg subs at once and crush em up(not recommended for safety sakes)with my teeth and hold saliva for 20 mins and then I'd swallow and get a nice buzz, I really screwed my tolerance then. I found myself "beyond subs" in august of 2006, started on mmt at 30mg once daily and wow did I get a nice "honeymoon buzz" off that all the way up to 150mg.
I wound up on 240mg done within a year and everything was going great, that was until crap started happening.I was required to have an ekg done and as my luck would have it, I had developed heart dysrythmias(sp?) or arrythmias where basically my heart was "skipping a beat" sort of like an engine way off timing, my doc at the clinic I was at told me that my heart would stop beating for up to a minute at least once on the ekg printout and I was like SHIT. He said due to fear of lawsuits etc blah blah that I would have to be titrated down 10mg once a week and held at 150mg.
I knew that would be hell and hell it was. I was craving opiates like crazy, to the point that I did go crazy lol!!, I did something very dumb, long story short I met this guy at clinic and we went back to his place and I smoked crack for the 1st time and I was surprised that it too made me feel like my 1st vicodin buzz and all chatty etc. Well the guy turned "asshole" and I learned the easy way NEVER to do crack again. He became very ragefull on it and then I started to after the 4th time I smoked it so I quit for good thank God.
I got so fed up with the bullshit from the clinic I was at plus I hated this bitch that used to be my counselor there so in early Feb of this year I just CT jumped off the 150mg of done and didn't beleive the "story" the clinic gave me that the subs would never work again the same as the 1st time. I figured I could prove em wrong. Well long story short I ended up finding out that I was just fooling myself and wasted time in rehab, money, plus 4 horrid days of wd's before I could start back on subs again.
So I ended up titrating up back on 3 8mg subs daily and I was doing good for only 2 weeks. Then stuff started happening. I felt strange, was very ragefull and finally after a month and a half I realized they were right, so I went back on mmt and felt great again. I was even lucky to find a much better clinic too and I'm still doing pretty good. I still crave opiates sometimes and some days are worse than others. So I just thought I would share my experience here, not to scare anyone but just for a true story experience from one(me) who did try going back on subs after being on mmt.