LotusExige
Bluelighter
My back story - started 5 years ago with vicodin and ended 1 week ago taking 60-70mg dilaudid daily (sometimes as much as 100mg when I'd take a 32mg Exalgo, long release). 1 week ago I started methadone. Day 1 and 2 I took 40mg, 3-6 30mg and the last 2 20mg. So far I feel great, much better than when I was on the dialudid (as I'm sleeping, the dilaudid gives me total insomnia). I'm going to drop down to 10mg daily tomorrow and see how I feel on that. I'm almost more scared each day as I'm worried all of a sudden I'm going to be extremely sick - the main goal is to NOT miss any work (as I've missed a lot).
I'm also curious about opiate use after going through withdrawl. I see my doctor in 2 days so I'll ask her as I assume once you've been physical dependent on opiates that the dependence can come back more quickly for me/us than a novice user. The question is in the future when I do have pain (which is now very occasionally where once it was constant) will I be able to take something (dilaudid) or is this like being an alcoholic and I can never touch it again. To be clear I don't really have addiction issues as while I've lightly abused it before I only take what I'm prescribed, etc. I'm really only concerned about physical addiction/dependence - I do not want to have to go through that/this ever again.
I hope the methadone is just doing it's job really well and that's what's making me feel so much better. I do hope to be off the methadone as quickly as possible and so far it seems I might get my wish. I appreciate any thoughts you have. Thanks.
I'm also curious about opiate use after going through withdrawl. I see my doctor in 2 days so I'll ask her as I assume once you've been physical dependent on opiates that the dependence can come back more quickly for me/us than a novice user. The question is in the future when I do have pain (which is now very occasionally where once it was constant) will I be able to take something (dilaudid) or is this like being an alcoholic and I can never touch it again. To be clear I don't really have addiction issues as while I've lightly abused it before I only take what I'm prescribed, etc. I'm really only concerned about physical addiction/dependence - I do not want to have to go through that/this ever again.
I hope the methadone is just doing it's job really well and that's what's making me feel so much better. I do hope to be off the methadone as quickly as possible and so far it seems I might get my wish. I appreciate any thoughts you have. Thanks.
