stuffed
Bluelighter
i started taking methadone about 2 months ago, i'm on 80mg daily, i've noticed quite a few times lately that when it starts to work in the morning i get very tense and feel like i could destroy something very easily, i don't really know how to describe this sensation any better, it's just a tensed up feeling in my head not my body, like my muscle don't tense up but my brain is telling me to make them tense but i just try to relax, and also it seems like things are happening really fast but i know they aren't, my brain is just telling me they are, it's so hard to describe, i'm wondering if anyone else has ever noticed this with opiates, i used to get it really bad on tramadol a couple years ago when i was on that, i've taken opiates for the past 5 years constantly, every kind there is, IV, nasally, and orally, if anyone has any ideas to what this is please let me know, thanks
