JessFR
Bluelight Crew
Totally agreed. The anxiety and depression are awful with opiate withdrawal, to be sure, as are the shits, etc. But the RLS (as negrogesic pointed out to me, it's actually more accurate to call it akathisia) is absolute hell. Seems like some people don't get it bad, in fact someone in here a while back was saying they sleep through opiate withdrawal, and I was like YOU WHAT?? God what lucky bastard gets to sleep through opiate withdrawal?? I will be unable to sleep or stop squirming for a week or more, laying awake all night, screaming and punching myself in the legs to get a moment of relief, contemplating suicide because of how maddening it is.
Yeah... people who haven't experienced it can't possibly understand how torturous it is. Exactly like you said, awake all night, unable to sit still or get comfortable, desperately trying to just stop moving long enough to maybe fall asleep. It's just the most miserable horrible experience.

I am now 18 days clean off fentanyl/heroin/krat Om and all opiates. I only have goosebumps still. All other symptoms are gone. Even the psychological ones.
Congratulations man that's huge.
