I was wondering on people's thoughts about whether Methadone is a good choice for myself. I have gotten clean with Suboxone once, a short term 6 week taper, but relapsed around 1-2 months after that. I have since been in a constant back in forth with heroin (was oxy for 3-4 months until I made the switch) and Suboxone. It seems everytime I get on Subs with the intention to quit (not the many occasions of 1 or 2 days on Subs until I get a paycheck for more dope) I find it very tough to start being comfortable on the Subs, still feel mild w/d for 3-4 days. After that its all good for a week or so and I just crave like crazy. Its been about 1-1/4 years and in that time I have tried to get clean or maintain with Subs on 3 different occasions. I have made it 1 month, 3 weeks and 1.5 weeks the 1st, 2nd and 3rd times I tried, respectively.
So in my shoes does it seem like Methadone is a better option? Does it block cravings much better than Suboxone? I hear it loses the opiate buzz you get from it after a while, too, but what opioid doesn't after a long time using daily?
I'd like to get completely clean in little time I am definitely not too fond of the idea of visiting a clinic every day. I would like to try Subs 1 more time before I make a leap to Methadone. But if I can't do it that time I think I will take a much deeper look into a Methadone Clinic. The biggest obstacle opiates have presented to me is the huge financial burden. I could live with being on opiates everyday, but piling up debt and having to money to spend on anything is getting real old.
So in my shoes does it seem like Methadone is a better option? Does it block cravings much better than Suboxone? I hear it loses the opiate buzz you get from it after a while, too, but what opioid doesn't after a long time using daily?
I'd like to get completely clean in little time I am definitely not too fond of the idea of visiting a clinic every day. I would like to try Subs 1 more time before I make a leap to Methadone. But if I can't do it that time I think I will take a much deeper look into a Methadone Clinic. The biggest obstacle opiates have presented to me is the huge financial burden. I could live with being on opiates everyday, but piling up debt and having to money to spend on anything is getting real old.
