MikeySpikes
Greenlighter
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- Aug 27, 2011
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I am on mobile and using the Google speak to text so I apologize is there any misspellings or grammatical errors.
So like the title says I am 25 year old active heroin addict has been using IV heroin now for almost 10 years. I have tried Phoenix House 18 month program and literally Ben in and out of 20 or more 28 days or detox. I also have been on Suboxone maintenance now for about 2 years and the Suboxone does not work to stop long enough to stop wd nd stop cravings again because withdrawals even if I take 32 milligrams a day for the first three or 5 days I am still none stop throwing up puking and not getting out of bed at all and cannot eat.
So what I'm getting at is I want to try the state or County run methadone maintenance program. My life and my girlfriend's life now because of me is in shambles. Have or are any of you guys currently on the program in New York or even at all in America deck wood tell me what to expect or how hard it is to get on the program. I know that all the quote horror stories unquote that people talk about that I will gain weight lose my teeth xcetera in the sick thing is I am willing to do that if it means to get my life back and I don't have to put another word for disgusting Suboxone pills on the move my tongue ever again and at some point in a few years I will wean myself off thank you in advance for all your help.
So like the title says I am 25 year old active heroin addict has been using IV heroin now for almost 10 years. I have tried Phoenix House 18 month program and literally Ben in and out of 20 or more 28 days or detox. I also have been on Suboxone maintenance now for about 2 years and the Suboxone does not work to stop long enough to stop wd nd stop cravings again because withdrawals even if I take 32 milligrams a day for the first three or 5 days I am still none stop throwing up puking and not getting out of bed at all and cannot eat.
So what I'm getting at is I want to try the state or County run methadone maintenance program. My life and my girlfriend's life now because of me is in shambles. Have or are any of you guys currently on the program in New York or even at all in America deck wood tell me what to expect or how hard it is to get on the program. I know that all the quote horror stories unquote that people talk about that I will gain weight lose my teeth xcetera in the sick thing is I am willing to do that if it means to get my life back and I don't have to put another word for disgusting Suboxone pills on the move my tongue ever again and at some point in a few years I will wean myself off thank you in advance for all your help.
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