I mean maybe you just want to get more fucked up than is possible? 105mg of methadone would literally kill me. But I can get a buzz off 2mg klonopin, a pinch of marijuana, or a few beers. Or 40mg of oxy would have me nodding. You said you smoke weed everyday, so I can't really understand how you're not high.. Especially when you combine that with 105mg of methadone. And you throw a mg or two of klonopin on top of all that yet and you aren't satisfied? You ever thought of just not doing drugs? I know I'd give up way before I got to 105mg methadone just to feel "normal." But then again I'm not a drug addict so maybe I just don't have good enough advice.