richardsoncharun
Greenlighter
So at the time of the experience I was 16. It was a weekend and I was headed to my friends house to do the usual. We're gonna call him Kyle. We would sit in his room and get baked out of our minds (and high on plenty of other things), watch trailer park boys, go out to eat, or hang out with girls. So this particular night a female friend of ours who we'll call Mandy for this trip report called us around 11:00pm or 12:00am (I can't really remember) and asked if we wanted to come over and hang out. This made me excited because Mandy is an ex heroin addict so I knew she could help me get some drugs.
I had just finished a few month long every weekend bender on acid and I had done mushrooms a few days before so I knew it wouldn't do much, besides I wasn't in the mood to trip. A little background information: At this point in my life and as we speak I was and still am sort of declining into a weird state of mind and feeling a little more down, not really giving a fuck about what happens to me or anything like that. I've moved lots and never had much in the way of a stable home so I assume that contributes to my self destructive behavior. Anyways like I said I wasn't in the mood to trip but I was in the mood to nod off and forget about the things bothering me for a little. I wanted opiates. Something she always had on hand were these fake pressed perc 30's that were actually Fentanyl because when she went over her limit at the methadone clinic she'd turn to the streets to get what she needed (seems to be common and it's fucked if you ask me but my opinion on doctors might be put in a separate post if a thread ever pops up where a topic like that is relevant) but I wasn't interested in that because I live in an area where fentanyl is a big problem and lots of people die from it. I live about 45mins away from where Lil peep died.
When we got there she opened the door and let us in and greeted us with the usual high then we immediately went to living room, rolled up some bud and turned on the PS2 and started playing T.H.U.G and Bully and other awesome games because we love old video games and something about playing them while high is just amazing (sorry for all the off topic stuff but opening up like this feels like lifting a weight off of my shoulders because I don't talk to a lot of people other than the few close friends I have and I have a really hard time relating to people and generally just don't like them much and I just feel like people on here may be a little more understanding than most do to the fact that you guys also use substances).
So after a little while of playing and smoking I asked Mandy if she knew anyone who could hook me up with any opiates. She said "at this hour (it was around 3:00am) she didn't think any of her dealers would be awake but she could try she knew for sure she could get me a fake 30. I said "I'm not really interested in that I have a no tolerance to opiates. I just want something that'll make me feel a little euphoric to test it out a little". So she paused the game. Got up and walked into her bathroom. A few minutes later she came out with a little container of red liquid and went into the kitchen with it and came back into the living room with a glass of water. Up until this point I had never seen Methadone but for some reason I just knew what it was. She filled up the little medicine syringe and said "here". I said "Hold on. How much is it? She said "Only about 10mg and to be honest dude it's not like it'll be anything crazy. I take way more than this and it doesn't really get me high it just keeps me calm and reduces my cravings. You'll probably just feel a little euphoria and kinda sleepy. That was all it took to convince me even though I knew she was feeding me bs and that if it hardly affected someone with a tolerance like hers I was definitely in for it but like I said I didn't give a fuck I just wanted to feel better than I was feeling at the time.
So anyways I took it at around 3:30am and she told me that in about 40 minutes I'd be feeling it. And that was accurate. After about 40 more minutes of playing I was feeling sleepy and a little bit of euphoria. The sleepy feeling slowly grew stronger and so did the euphoria until I was sitting back in her little arm chair half nodding off half playing. This went on for a while longer and I gotta say I was feeling great. In combination with the bud it felt amazing. Hands down best high I've ever experienced.
Now after this some of the more hardened users might look a little funny when I say that I never knew that fake heroin could be so damn trippy. I say this likely because up until this point I didn't really have any experience with substances other than psychedelics so I didn't have much to compare it to. I know the experiences are hardly comparable but what I mean but trippy is when I nodded off I could see a man in a white t-shirt without a face reaching to me. At around 5 in the morning we decided to head back to Kyles house. In the city I'm in companies recently started leaving bikes and electric scooters around for public use as long as you pay. We rode home on our scooters and it was amazing. The wind blowing in my face and through my hair. It was the perfect temp too. Not miserably hot like it usually is in this hell hole of a state. The euphoria at this point was very intense and I was really content with pretty much everything. Thoughts that normally brought me pain didn't seem to bother me as much as normal. All that really mattered to me was how I was feeling.
When we got to his house we sat in his room and turned the tv on. I immediately sat in his computer chair and slumped. When I closed my I eyes I would still see the man and other things that I can't really remember. The only thing that seemed to stick out and stick with me was the man in the t-shirt. After nodding in and out I noticed I could see wavy lines crossing over each other but not crazily. In a neat way. They were translucent and I would only be able to look for about a half second before I'd nod off again. After a few minutes of this I went into Kyles living room and passed out on the couch.
When I woke I felt so rested. Like I had gotten the best rest of my life. But I looked like I had been up for days. To be honest I don't think you really get much sleep (with opiates) even though it feels like you do because throughout the whole night I was in this weird dream like state where it felt like I was sleeping but I was also somewhat conscious. It was really weird. When I woke up it didn't wear off though. I was nodding in and out for the whole rest of the day. It made me really constipated and I sweated heavily randomly. But anyways that's my little "trip" report. Lmk how I did since it's my first one. Sorry it's so long
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I had just finished a few month long every weekend bender on acid and I had done mushrooms a few days before so I knew it wouldn't do much, besides I wasn't in the mood to trip. A little background information: At this point in my life and as we speak I was and still am sort of declining into a weird state of mind and feeling a little more down, not really giving a fuck about what happens to me or anything like that. I've moved lots and never had much in the way of a stable home so I assume that contributes to my self destructive behavior. Anyways like I said I wasn't in the mood to trip but I was in the mood to nod off and forget about the things bothering me for a little. I wanted opiates. Something she always had on hand were these fake pressed perc 30's that were actually Fentanyl because when she went over her limit at the methadone clinic she'd turn to the streets to get what she needed (seems to be common and it's fucked if you ask me but my opinion on doctors might be put in a separate post if a thread ever pops up where a topic like that is relevant) but I wasn't interested in that because I live in an area where fentanyl is a big problem and lots of people die from it. I live about 45mins away from where Lil peep died.
When we got there she opened the door and let us in and greeted us with the usual high then we immediately went to living room, rolled up some bud and turned on the PS2 and started playing T.H.U.G and Bully and other awesome games because we love old video games and something about playing them while high is just amazing (sorry for all the off topic stuff but opening up like this feels like lifting a weight off of my shoulders because I don't talk to a lot of people other than the few close friends I have and I have a really hard time relating to people and generally just don't like them much and I just feel like people on here may be a little more understanding than most do to the fact that you guys also use substances).
So after a little while of playing and smoking I asked Mandy if she knew anyone who could hook me up with any opiates. She said "at this hour (it was around 3:00am) she didn't think any of her dealers would be awake but she could try she knew for sure she could get me a fake 30. I said "I'm not really interested in that I have a no tolerance to opiates. I just want something that'll make me feel a little euphoric to test it out a little". So she paused the game. Got up and walked into her bathroom. A few minutes later she came out with a little container of red liquid and went into the kitchen with it and came back into the living room with a glass of water. Up until this point I had never seen Methadone but for some reason I just knew what it was. She filled up the little medicine syringe and said "here". I said "Hold on. How much is it? She said "Only about 10mg and to be honest dude it's not like it'll be anything crazy. I take way more than this and it doesn't really get me high it just keeps me calm and reduces my cravings. You'll probably just feel a little euphoria and kinda sleepy. That was all it took to convince me even though I knew she was feeding me bs and that if it hardly affected someone with a tolerance like hers I was definitely in for it but like I said I didn't give a fuck I just wanted to feel better than I was feeling at the time.
So anyways I took it at around 3:30am and she told me that in about 40 minutes I'd be feeling it. And that was accurate. After about 40 more minutes of playing I was feeling sleepy and a little bit of euphoria. The sleepy feeling slowly grew stronger and so did the euphoria until I was sitting back in her little arm chair half nodding off half playing. This went on for a while longer and I gotta say I was feeling great. In combination with the bud it felt amazing. Hands down best high I've ever experienced.
Now after this some of the more hardened users might look a little funny when I say that I never knew that fake heroin could be so damn trippy. I say this likely because up until this point I didn't really have any experience with substances other than psychedelics so I didn't have much to compare it to. I know the experiences are hardly comparable but what I mean but trippy is when I nodded off I could see a man in a white t-shirt without a face reaching to me. At around 5 in the morning we decided to head back to Kyles house. In the city I'm in companies recently started leaving bikes and electric scooters around for public use as long as you pay. We rode home on our scooters and it was amazing. The wind blowing in my face and through my hair. It was the perfect temp too. Not miserably hot like it usually is in this hell hole of a state. The euphoria at this point was very intense and I was really content with pretty much everything. Thoughts that normally brought me pain didn't seem to bother me as much as normal. All that really mattered to me was how I was feeling.
When we got to his house we sat in his room and turned the tv on. I immediately sat in his computer chair and slumped. When I closed my I eyes I would still see the man and other things that I can't really remember. The only thing that seemed to stick out and stick with me was the man in the t-shirt. After nodding in and out I noticed I could see wavy lines crossing over each other but not crazily. In a neat way. They were translucent and I would only be able to look for about a half second before I'd nod off again. After a few minutes of this I went into Kyles living room and passed out on the couch.
When I woke I felt so rested. Like I had gotten the best rest of my life. But I looked like I had been up for days. To be honest I don't think you really get much sleep (with opiates) even though it feels like you do because throughout the whole night I was in this weird dream like state where it felt like I was sleeping but I was also somewhat conscious. It was really weird. When I woke up it didn't wear off though. I was nodding in and out for the whole rest of the day. It made me really constipated and I sweated heavily randomly. But anyways that's my little "trip" report. Lmk how I did since it's my first one. Sorry it's so long
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_opiates
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