So it's day 4 day and I've been sleepy but also been able to maintain work schedule. Haven't been irritable like I expected, actually been quite lovey. Wanted numerous sessions w the wife for her to just hold me, def the depression setting in. Feel guilt and shame but know that will go away when I am right w my god, my wife and myself. scared to tell her, and will wait a little while but I know it will eventually have to happen. How long will tiredness last bc it sucks. Appetite is back in full effect, but trying to not over eat and have exercised.
Just sucks being in a state of..... Blah.