And it was fun. I don't crave it. It set me a little back in life. It brought me the craziest and dangerous but madly in love relationship, that is over now and I'm lucky to be alive. But it was great. Set me back in life a bit, not too much. I'm not ruined like they say. I did it every day for two years and it took a while to feel better, but I still loved it.
I have thought about the shit since I dropped it...no way. Sometimes I miss the sex, but it was monogous on my part. My boyfriend wore dresses and liked men when high, it was a very confusing thing. Very hard and I hated it. But liked it. But it made me angry. He cheated a bit. We were nuts, what could I expect. I maintained my small business and knew it had to end, but man I enjoyed the meth.
And no I'm not on meth right now, I took a few lines a coke, random. Just wanted express my good times. I miss him, and am terrified of him. I Moved across the country to get away.
Does anyone else love something they stopped but don't crave it?
I have thought about the shit since I dropped it...no way. Sometimes I miss the sex, but it was monogous on my part. My boyfriend wore dresses and liked men when high, it was a very confusing thing. Very hard and I hated it. But liked it. But it made me angry. He cheated a bit. We were nuts, what could I expect. I maintained my small business and knew it had to end, but man I enjoyed the meth.
And no I'm not on meth right now, I took a few lines a coke, random. Just wanted express my good times. I miss him, and am terrified of him. I Moved across the country to get away.
Does anyone else love something they stopped but don't crave it?