So making this as succint as possible; I've been on bluelight for a while now although this is my first official post. Anyway guys I am a bit worried at the moment since I've been experiencing a shitty mood/comedown feeling this past week and I am unsure as to what I should attribute this to. My history with hard drugs has only started this year I've pinged about 10 times now since March and obviously some have been spaced out and some have been done too frequently; my plan is not to roll anymore until march for a festival I anticipate with excitement now secondly (sorry I know this is getting lenghty) I tried sepedd for the first time a week ago and only really just got a taste for it and was unsatisfied so this weekend I'm getting a point of proper shard to see what the excitement is about. Now my worry is if I'm feeling a bit shitty right now (which is nothing I can't deal with just sucks feeling depressed for no reason) should I attribute these feelings to pinging to often over the past couple of months and does the meth just add to it? I am aware of MDMA's effect on serotorgenic neurons and meth's dopamine toxicity and bla bla bla anyway I've always been pretty responsible about my use (within reason obviously I've pinged too often) and now my plan is to get a taste for the meth (I'm gona be snorting it because any other ROA has too much addictive potential specially for someome with an addictive personality like mine. So guys I know I'm about to play with fire with the meth but am I currently feeling this just from the pills? Last time I rolled was about 3 weeks ago and I rolled 2 weeks in a row before that. Pheww I'm glad I got that out of my system venting as well; sorry for the super lenghty post I just needed to be clear about my use to I could get realistic opinions. Thanks guys