Meth usage

[DconRatkilla]

First time I've posted, love the group though. So... Here's my dilemma that I would appreciate some honest feedback about.
I've been using Meth for years, however my partner enjoys using it as well, now we are under no obligation to exclusively use with only one another, but the thing is, my parter is 60 and also had health problems, which concern me when he does meth. If he's not using them he pretty much leads a sedentary lifestyle, although when using, he starts multiple projects without ceasing. My concern is, he's diabetic, takes 4 different blood pressure meds, and 17 years ago had a heart attack. I love him, but I still wanna smoke, however I don't want him knowing because if health reasons... What should I do? Thanks in advance DR

 

[Conky]

You should decide what you love more, your man, or meth. It's not fair to him for you to be sneaking around using if he's sober and trying to prevent his health from declining any further. He'll probably find out as well. Meth use isn't something you can hide forever.

 

[DconRatkilla]

@Benzobrain, it's not that he doesn't know that I use, he does know, but I feel bad because he likes using as well, and with his health problems, and the fact he's only been using about 5 years occasionally, my trepedation is letting him use, because he always winds up overexerting himself, even though he says he's fine, he doesn't take a break he basically gets jacked up and does everything he's been neglecting so my concern is he's gonna over do it... not only does he suffer from high blood, and diabetes, but also Low testosterone which usually keeps him in a sedentary types lifestyle, and with no motivation

 

[Conky]

Pretty sure meth fucks with glucose metabolism and thus diabetes meds

Then of course there's the effects on the blood pressure and heart

I'm just saying it seems like a really bad idea especially at his age

 

[DconRatkilla]

Exactly what I was thinking, but I feel like I'm lying if I sneak and do it ya know?

 

[Robi]

Exactly what I was thinking, but I feel like I'm lying if I sneak and do it ya know?

welcome DR!! so appreciate honesty, even it hurts or makes one feel better, so many have well advised me, ive been posting for a week, glad you reached out, i dont have great advise, just other then, crank, its caca and you know it but you seem very cool and hope you get great encouragement and info and i know all about lying about drugs, i certainly feel freed from having to lie, i always thought i wasnt a good liar, boy howdyyyyyyyyy was i ever wrong, best wish for you and your guy

 

[andyturbo]

First time I've posted, love the group though. So... Here's my dilemma that I would appreciate some honest feedback about.
I've been using Meth for years, however my partner enjoys using it as well, now we are under no obligation to exclusively use with only one another, but the thing is, my parter is 60 and also had health problems, which concern me when he does meth. If he's not using them he pretty much leads a sedentary lifestyle, although when using, he starts multiple projects without ceasing. My concern is, he's diabetic, takes 4 different blood pressure meds, and 17 years ago had a heart attack. I love him, but I still wanna smoke, however I don't want him knowing because if health reasons... What should I do? Thanks in advance DR

Hey there! Its great too see you posting and looking for some advice.

I am going to be completely honest here by first saying no one on this forum would have the real answer to your question. Its a moral/self answering question.

However I defiantly agree that there most likely would be a high risk factor from the details you have provided. I would advise calling a clinic and quickly running your situation (well your partners) by the doctor over the phone. Don't lie about anything and be straight up- that should ensure they take the effort to give you a little bit more than some generic answer (regarding your partner specifically)

Depending on that advice will leave you and only you too decide how you will proceed with (or without) your methamphetamine usage.

Hope too see you posting some more around bluelight!

Andy

 

[John33McCain]

If he keeps using he WILL DIE!!!