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  • Trip Reports Moderator: Cheshire_Kat

Meth - Retrospective - 4 YEAR METH STORY OF MADNESS

indeed nicely written. Asum up.

today was my 1st day sober, no alcolol, in a long wile. Wish all the power necessary.
After adjusting habit s, relapses never got as bad.
And as this is Meth thread, my prescription dextro-Amphetamine.
Well i am a type of user labeled as doping user.

Bit weel-riding term, they took Amphetamine s and Alcohol,
during tours. Finished way ahead of the pack.
With a big grin on their head. But to pump em up.
That how addiction classifies me.
Same use Cannabis for that.
Not to crush and play video games. Get shit done.

But since, sober, maybe more then ever. But intoxicated,
to extent when verbalised you d qualify as addict. Nice concept.
Stigmatising, in stead of taking response ability.
Show humanity or respect. Men even offer some help.

Hard for people paid to do this, and just see em being fucked.
By their own system of hierarchy. So when asked jump by the Big-Boss.
The healthcare-worker answer."How high Boss ?"
Sorry for em. They got em, by the ball s. Wouldn t wanna switch places.

So i had to conclude my path, not only safer.
As Bluelight does live in the 21-st century. While mental healthcare.
Are in a split. One leg 200 years behind medically,
the other on profit. Yes 💶 + 💶💶💶💶💶💶= a lot
of wasted time, and as they say time is money.

But i like likes :heart6: to you, "don t fight it feel it"

Ps : the Samaritan s do offer LSD/ MDMA like session s.
Loose of the Medical trials running. Anarchy, like that.
Only in combo of integrity, as it is a bit tricky.
 
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