sativa1313
Greenlighter
Hey 'm a newbie here.. So if im doing anything w ng.
sorrys
Anyways i have a question.. Idk what to think of this.. I use to use alot of Meth snorted/smoked it for about two yrs. I noticed i didn't have control over it so i decided to take couple months off meth for a bit i was actually getting scaed cuz i felt like i had Los t alot of Self control cuz of it not only with having my next fix but i started getting extremelysuicidal fixbut that's gonna b another post later hahaha. But yea so i took A biig break after that around dec i started again but i had cut down alot alot like exremly alot i would just use it 1 time a month just a dub that's all i loved it like that.. It petty much just used it to control my cravings/toget a lil fix.
Ok so this month i used a lil more, than a dub. I would say i only spent like 65,70 dollars this month on ish. I made sure i came down ok.. Got sleep i even ate & been eating a tiny bit cuz i dnt want em knwing im bak at it. Last time i used was lastnight/morning around 4 am. A biig bowl. & it was a winnie lil 10 sac it was gone With in hrs. I looked in the mirror & i noticed i looked super pale im have a light skinned so u can really tell i look yellowish. Before yesterday i hadn't smoked for about 5 days. Earlier this month i threw up right after i did sum ish I vomited a few times had a huge headache felt so fatigue right after i had taken sum. I still ate so it wasn't like bak then where i had a empty stomach for days & days. I actually ate or took bites of food & pretended i ate the rest.so i had food in my body i let myself come dwn completely so i wasn't lAcking sleep. I thought ppl only got pale when there on it for days with hardly any food & drinks n cuz of lack of Sleep. I know im not just Trippin out Cuz i had gone to the doctors after i came down that last time well to the er it was 2 days after that 2nd to last time so i went cuz i have lung issues and right away they asked me if i was feeling ok cuz i looked really pale. This was sometime last week like 3 different doctores told me i looked pale . It went away couple days after.. And again.. Im pale today.. Also meth has been making me feel sick. Today also i felt like vomiting again.. I felt nauseous & again fatigue.. I dnt think its theish cuz its different connects.. Anyways why am i looking so pale?? What causes that? Keep in mind i do have enough food in my body i had slept except last night & tonight.. And y was it makingme sick.??
sorrys
Anyways i have a question.. Idk what to think of this.. I use to use alot of Meth snorted/smoked it for about two yrs. I noticed i didn't have control over it so i decided to take couple months off meth for a bit i was actually getting scaed cuz i felt like i had Los t alot of Self control cuz of it not only with having my next fix but i started getting extremelysuicidal fixbut that's gonna b another post later hahaha. But yea so i took A biig break after that around dec i started again but i had cut down alot alot like exremly alot i would just use it 1 time a month just a dub that's all i loved it like that.. It petty much just used it to control my cravings/toget a lil fix.
Ok so this month i used a lil more, than a dub. I would say i only spent like 65,70 dollars this month on ish. I made sure i came down ok.. Got sleep i even ate & been eating a tiny bit cuz i dnt want em knwing im bak at it. Last time i used was lastnight/morning around 4 am. A biig bowl. & it was a winnie lil 10 sac it was gone With in hrs. I looked in the mirror & i noticed i looked super pale im have a light skinned so u can really tell i look yellowish. Before yesterday i hadn't smoked for about 5 days. Earlier this month i threw up right after i did sum ish I vomited a few times had a huge headache felt so fatigue right after i had taken sum. I still ate so it wasn't like bak then where i had a empty stomach for days & days. I actually ate or took bites of food & pretended i ate the rest.so i had food in my body i let myself come dwn completely so i wasn't lAcking sleep. I thought ppl only got pale when there on it for days with hardly any food & drinks n cuz of lack of Sleep. I know im not just Trippin out Cuz i had gone to the doctors after i came down that last time well to the er it was 2 days after that 2nd to last time so i went cuz i have lung issues and right away they asked me if i was feeling ok cuz i looked really pale. This was sometime last week like 3 different doctores told me i looked pale . It went away couple days after.. And again.. Im pale today.. Also meth has been making me feel sick. Today also i felt like vomiting again.. I felt nauseous & again fatigue.. I dnt think its theish cuz its different connects.. Anyways why am i looking so pale?? What causes that? Keep in mind i do have enough food in my body i had slept except last night & tonight.. And y was it makingme sick.??
