You know me i don't make "took to much help me posts" but i find myself in an unfortunate situation and hope to get some info for future use if or when needed since there is always the risk. I have researched to the best extent possible. Plus i need a distraction.
I am aware I am safe and dont need ER, I have researched OD symptoms in detail, but hope to my make the next 12 hours (yes its long, which is why you dont fukup your meth dose) easier.
I have some specific questions after some intro, if my symptoms are odd for overstim, please advise. Perhaps im being a bit paranoid, but you cant be to safe.
As im sure will always happen in the drug world, i got some meth and it proved to be stronger then usual, which i never thought even possible. But you cant never really on consistent potency dosages anyways.
My first dose felt like the first time i did meth, great, which is odd since in my experience increasing dosage or more potent product doesnt bring back the "magic" it just overstims you (at least in my experience tolerance seems to to represent like mdma magic loss that is not helped by dosage increase. Not sure if this is normal). Its definitely meth though no doubt.
Anyways my next 12 hour dose resulted in a sense of overstim, i think, and only because of the first dose. As meth always does, it confuses me since to much can feel like comedown, where it not for remembrance of dosage, i would be perpetually confused on how high i was.
For example, i now feel like i might be on a low dose mentally, mild positives and none of the mental weirdness, fast thought, focus etc that a lot of meth causes (but in experience overstim comes with a false sense of sobering up mentally), but physically i feel strange, a sense of impending anxiety, impending physical concern, i feel like im about to start getting breathless, but it never comes, its odd. Basically i sense wrongness physically but no clear symptoms i can mention that will live up to the feeling of physical discomfort.
I have the familiar flutter near my heart and also a sense of stomach and gut discomfort, like i just ate far to much, pressure, fullness, heaviness in my chest and gut, but my heart feels perhaps a tad faster then usual so it seems fine in that regard.
I feel sluggish, tired, like am an old man walking all crooked, but this is normal, its just more so. I have started sweating and feeling hot and occasionally it feels like i sweat something sharp and painful out of random places. But this is not seemingly like the burning skin like OD symptoms describe, but maybe the start.
The biggest confusion, besides all the other confusing signs that im NOT stimulated, is no normal vasoconstriction like is common with high doses, even when things are going well. Also i assumed the OD reported burning skin and pain was extreme vasocontriction but if my current pain here and there is is accurate, then its not vasoconstriction that causes th OD symptoms. My skin feels the beginning of a discomfort that is not from vasoconstriction. Its weird and unknown. Can somebody confirm if vasoC is the OD symptom cause?
No visual of other sensory disruption as with a high dose as is normal. Lastly i sense physicaly created false anxiety (as in not from the events) which is not normal for me on meth ever, even in usual overstim situations, which is why i like the stuff.
I am fighting the urge to redose since it feels like im coming down, but i wont since this has tricked me before, but you can see my confusion from the symptoms im sure but the dosage i took makes coming down impossible.
Anyways, to the questions:
1. How safe is alcohol to take the edge off now, since it usually does in lesser situations. Seriously, if its not advised but prob safe and likely calming then say so, its 12 hours for god sakes. If im going to die or something then i might not take it. No benzos.
2. Prob being paranoid, but some occasional sharp pains in my lower back are likely from sitting on it for 2 days or my gut, and not my kidneys most likely correct. Or rather dont guess, but tell me what other symptoms would register kidney distress. Im pissing fine and drinking lots of OJ.
3. I have Seroquel, which i take before coming down usually but i have this thing with Seroquel, i dont like to take it if something is weird or wrong. I have this feeling that Seroquel can make things worse of if something is wrong i could pass out and it could get worse while i sleep. Prob residual fear from the terror taking it during a comedown. Id rather wait out a overstim session then take seroquel for example. I hope my reasoning makes sense.
Should i just take it anyways. I do hate giving in though. I like to fight to the bitter end or take my punishment if necessary... Bah, just the stims speaking.
Ive been consistent for a few hours now so its not getting worse, its just something to wait out now, but you know me, i like to understand and improve things where possible.
Anyways, at the very least im thankful for the distraction of writing this post. I really wish overstim would represent as expected. A little but of distracting psychosis is better then this slow frustrating crawl of discomfort and impending worseness that never comes. I guess that's a good thing. Cheers.
I am aware I am safe and dont need ER, I have researched OD symptoms in detail, but hope to my make the next 12 hours (yes its long, which is why you dont fukup your meth dose) easier.
I have some specific questions after some intro, if my symptoms are odd for overstim, please advise. Perhaps im being a bit paranoid, but you cant be to safe.
As im sure will always happen in the drug world, i got some meth and it proved to be stronger then usual, which i never thought even possible. But you cant never really on consistent potency dosages anyways.
My first dose felt like the first time i did meth, great, which is odd since in my experience increasing dosage or more potent product doesnt bring back the "magic" it just overstims you (at least in my experience tolerance seems to to represent like mdma magic loss that is not helped by dosage increase. Not sure if this is normal). Its definitely meth though no doubt.
Anyways my next 12 hour dose resulted in a sense of overstim, i think, and only because of the first dose. As meth always does, it confuses me since to much can feel like comedown, where it not for remembrance of dosage, i would be perpetually confused on how high i was.
For example, i now feel like i might be on a low dose mentally, mild positives and none of the mental weirdness, fast thought, focus etc that a lot of meth causes (but in experience overstim comes with a false sense of sobering up mentally), but physically i feel strange, a sense of impending anxiety, impending physical concern, i feel like im about to start getting breathless, but it never comes, its odd. Basically i sense wrongness physically but no clear symptoms i can mention that will live up to the feeling of physical discomfort.
I have the familiar flutter near my heart and also a sense of stomach and gut discomfort, like i just ate far to much, pressure, fullness, heaviness in my chest and gut, but my heart feels perhaps a tad faster then usual so it seems fine in that regard.
I feel sluggish, tired, like am an old man walking all crooked, but this is normal, its just more so. I have started sweating and feeling hot and occasionally it feels like i sweat something sharp and painful out of random places. But this is not seemingly like the burning skin like OD symptoms describe, but maybe the start.
The biggest confusion, besides all the other confusing signs that im NOT stimulated, is no normal vasoconstriction like is common with high doses, even when things are going well. Also i assumed the OD reported burning skin and pain was extreme vasocontriction but if my current pain here and there is is accurate, then its not vasoconstriction that causes th OD symptoms. My skin feels the beginning of a discomfort that is not from vasoconstriction. Its weird and unknown. Can somebody confirm if vasoC is the OD symptom cause?
No visual of other sensory disruption as with a high dose as is normal. Lastly i sense physicaly created false anxiety (as in not from the events) which is not normal for me on meth ever, even in usual overstim situations, which is why i like the stuff.
I am fighting the urge to redose since it feels like im coming down, but i wont since this has tricked me before, but you can see my confusion from the symptoms im sure but the dosage i took makes coming down impossible.
Anyways, to the questions:
1. How safe is alcohol to take the edge off now, since it usually does in lesser situations. Seriously, if its not advised but prob safe and likely calming then say so, its 12 hours for god sakes. If im going to die or something then i might not take it. No benzos.
2. Prob being paranoid, but some occasional sharp pains in my lower back are likely from sitting on it for 2 days or my gut, and not my kidneys most likely correct. Or rather dont guess, but tell me what other symptoms would register kidney distress. Im pissing fine and drinking lots of OJ.
3. I have Seroquel, which i take before coming down usually but i have this thing with Seroquel, i dont like to take it if something is weird or wrong. I have this feeling that Seroquel can make things worse of if something is wrong i could pass out and it could get worse while i sleep. Prob residual fear from the terror taking it during a comedown. Id rather wait out a overstim session then take seroquel for example. I hope my reasoning makes sense.
Should i just take it anyways. I do hate giving in though. I like to fight to the bitter end or take my punishment if necessary... Bah, just the stims speaking.
Ive been consistent for a few hours now so its not getting worse, its just something to wait out now, but you know me, i like to understand and improve things where possible.
Anyways, at the very least im thankful for the distraction of writing this post. I really wish overstim would represent as expected. A little but of distracting psychosis is better then this slow frustrating crawl of discomfort and impending worseness that never comes. I guess that's a good thing. Cheers.
