OldPotHead
Greenlighter
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- Sep 29, 2020
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Hello.. I'm a pothead. I tried coke once late 80s. Too far back to remember. Late 90s I snorted speed. I just remember I cleaned EVERYTHING 
Late 2016 I started a journey with crack that ended last year. My longest run was 6 days. It didn't seem like 6 days but my dealer cut me off until I slept. Crack was great. Every hit I took was a bell ringer just like the first one of the day. I got stuck on dumb shit. I was curious about every inch of the rock. I googled for hours. If I was on a binge I mean as soon as the sun set I was convinced people were outside staring at the house. I would stare back all night and I knew nobody was really there. If I was driving the police force of the world was following me. It didn't give me the urge to have sex but I will say if I touched myself during the exhale I felt it through my whole body. My dealer made great crack but I learned to recook it and it was even better. I spent thousands..an entire savings. At least a bill a day and the most was 400 in a day. I think I only quit because he couldn't find coke so he bought from another cook. The first hit had me so jittery and paranoid as hell. And when I recooked it well it didn't recook it just didn't do much other that turn my fingers a shiny powdery pink color. So he got some from a different dude and brought it to me.. Same thing.
A couple of months later I tried meth. I don't feel like anything happened. I smoked all that was in the pipe. I dunno. I went to sleep maybe 3 hours later. Didn't smoke it again until fathers day this year. Me and my friend split a bag.. I spent 40 I smoked all through the day. Was up all that night and slept the next. Didn't smoke again until end of September I smoked all through the day.. Up 2 days slept the next night. Didn't smoke until yesterday so tonight I will sleep. Each time I felt mostly the same. I hit it and really dont feel shit. And that's why I smoked the whole day..to feel some kind of high. And I don't. My blood pressure rises my legs get mottled. My feet are so cold but I'm just sticky and sweaty. My mouth turns to a desert. I have just an odd feeling inside kinda foggy. Im awake but don't feel energized. My leg muscles cramp. And that's all I get from meth unless I'm doing something wrong. I start coming down i feel the same feelings just more shitty. Coming down from crack is so much easier on me. Usually after i get a decent meal and sleep I feel more normal and comedown seems to be gone. I guess since stimulants have never been my DOC it's easy for me to be a very casual user.
Why does meth seem to do nothing for me??
Late 2016 I started a journey with crack that ended last year. My longest run was 6 days. It didn't seem like 6 days but my dealer cut me off until I slept. Crack was great. Every hit I took was a bell ringer just like the first one of the day. I got stuck on dumb shit. I was curious about every inch of the rock. I googled for hours. If I was on a binge I mean as soon as the sun set I was convinced people were outside staring at the house. I would stare back all night and I knew nobody was really there. If I was driving the police force of the world was following me. It didn't give me the urge to have sex but I will say if I touched myself during the exhale I felt it through my whole body. My dealer made great crack but I learned to recook it and it was even better. I spent thousands..an entire savings. At least a bill a day and the most was 400 in a day. I think I only quit because he couldn't find coke so he bought from another cook. The first hit had me so jittery and paranoid as hell. And when I recooked it well it didn't recook it just didn't do much other that turn my fingers a shiny powdery pink color. So he got some from a different dude and brought it to me.. Same thing. A couple of months later I tried meth. I don't feel like anything happened. I smoked all that was in the pipe. I dunno. I went to sleep maybe 3 hours later. Didn't smoke it again until fathers day this year. Me and my friend split a bag.. I spent 40 I smoked all through the day. Was up all that night and slept the next. Didn't smoke again until end of September I smoked all through the day.. Up 2 days slept the next night. Didn't smoke until yesterday so tonight I will sleep. Each time I felt mostly the same. I hit it and really dont feel shit. And that's why I smoked the whole day..to feel some kind of high. And I don't. My blood pressure rises my legs get mottled. My feet are so cold but I'm just sticky and sweaty. My mouth turns to a desert. I have just an odd feeling inside kinda foggy. Im awake but don't feel energized. My leg muscles cramp. And that's all I get from meth unless I'm doing something wrong. I start coming down i feel the same feelings just more shitty. Coming down from crack is so much easier on me. Usually after i get a decent meal and sleep I feel more normal and comedown seems to be gone. I guess since stimulants have never been my DOC it's easy for me to be a very casual user.
Why does meth seem to do nothing for me??
