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NoMoreMeth

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Hello, I'm new and I am 14 years old. I tried meth a total of three times and highly regret my decision. The first time was a few days ago and I did a thin 1 inch line,(I didn't smoke it because I knew the risk of getting addicted was greater). I kind of didn't feel anything from it, but I was a little focused and energized and had no euphoria. I didn't end up having crash or anything. I didn't really see why it was so addicting. The next day I decided to do more and did about 2 small 1 inch lines and felt a little me energized and focused with slight euphoria, but it wasn't all that great. I told myself that I wouldn't do it the next day, but I did. When I woke up that morning it was the first thing on my mind. I didn't end up doing until about an hour later, and did 3 small 1 inch lines again. This time I was extremely focused and had only slight euphoria, but for some reason my muscles felt relaxed. I could tell it was getting a grip on me so I did what I had to do, I poured water in the tiny bag of meth I had and threw it away. This was yesterday, the time I was wired all I did the was get on forums like this and read story about people's problems with it and realized what a mistake I had made. I had trouble going to sleep last night, and I took 2 or 3 ibuprofen and 2 Advil P.M. and finally fell asleep. I have been telling myself since I have done, that I will never do it again. Now here I am on this forum telling you people what I have done and will never do again. I have not had a craving for it since I threw it away. Hopefully I am not addicted, but I do feel that I have changed but I can't really describe it. All I can think about is how much this probably fucked up my brain. I hope there is no permanent damage done to my body or brain. I will never do this drug again, I could feel what it had been doing to me. Also, I may not be craving it because I didn't have a hard crash when I did it, just a mild headache.
 
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good for you! I'm glad you heard the warnings about this drug and at such a young age. You should be playing basketball or baseball. All in all I believe you made the right choice for yourself and for your future. I have been down the meth hole and ended up almost killing me so please just keep doing what your doing.
 
First off I'm very glad to see that you've relised what a horrible drug this is , it just makes you crave It more and more like all opiates/stimulants . most of the majority of people in prison or dead is a result of drug use I mean one of my closest friends smoked a bag of crystal meth and killed both his parents with a shotgun he got life in prison and hung himself 6 months later ... Drugs are bad really bad I mean when you take them they make you feel good but that's why they are bad someone shouldn't need drugs to feel good . I hope you don't do meth again , stay safe :)
 
Good for you, you did the right thing! I'm sure you will be fine if you refrain from this point. Keep doing what you're doing because take it from me, I started doing drugs at 14 and did not stop, and they almost ruined my life at one point. So Kudos to you, just stick strong with your concerns of not getting addicted and you will be just fine. But if you continue down that road, you will lose EVERYTHING. So glad you decided to take the other path. Good luck in life; remember this post, STAY AWAY from meth, and any other addicting drug, for we are people with experience of heartache and loss from it! You are 14 with so much life to live. Take the high road, and stay away from drugs! Proud of you for doing something I couldn't. Take care...
 
you guys are aware that we are not here to deter or lure people into drug use. it sounds to me in this thread we are trying to deter it. this thread should be closed.
 
pillman1224 said:
you guys are aware that we are not here to deter or lure people into drug use. it sounds to me in this thread we are trying to deter it. this thread should be closed.
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Did you expect people to encourage the OP to continue using meth? He is 14 years old and decided to stop taking it. Why would it bother you when people are offering support? Keep in mind we are a harm reduction forum. Moving to Sober Living.
 
T. Calderone said:
Did you expect people to encourage the OP to continue using meth? He is 14 years old and decided to stop taking it. Why would it bother you when people are offering support? Keep in mind we are a harm reduction forum. Moving to Sober Living.
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Seriously, ridiculous .
 
You've made the right choice. Leave the drugs well alone. I started out taking drugs around your age not meth but speed, LSD e's etc down the line in my early 20's shooting speedballs. I'm 2 months from 40 yrs old and am 19 days of drugs. All those yrs wasted for nothing. I don't have much advice to other regarding meth but look at what others say they have been through. All the best.
 
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