meth444
Bluelighter
BACKGROUND:
I'm back to Meth after 20+ years for about 2 months. IV is my ROA of choice. I have been lurking for some months. This place is awesome, I don't have enough Kudos. I'm in this alone, I have no friends in the scene, I drive an hour to score, and I like it that way. I am trying to enjoy myself but not harm myself, or those around me.
Although I use whenever I can, I have rules, the most basic is: one night only, 2 if planned, having three days with no responsibility. Have not broken it yet.
Thus, my typical trip will be a fairly substantial dose IV’d, and up until recently additional shots until cutoff, which is 8 hrs. prior to responsibility, now, no additional shots, smoking only until cutoff. I have been increasing the initial dose.
REPORT:
Standard Trip. Began use at 3:00 PM, .22g IV. 9:00 PM, IV’d .7. 1:00 AM, IV’d .3. Last use of Trip. Cutoff is 6:00 am, to facilitate sleep that evening, did not need anymore.
Tweaked merrily along until the subject of this trip….food and sex. I eat a meal before a trip, as HR. vitamins, too. Anyway, about 7:00 PM, it was time to eat. Not wanting to leave my cave, I order Chinese and paid the $12 to deliver….famished!
Although I have read that Meth reduces enjoyment of food, the food was EXTRA-EXTRA SUPER YUMMY! Interestingly, I appreciate how to savor…in many ways, and many things. When I Trip, I spend the first hour in the bed with the blanket over my head savoring the rush/high…..so I savor the orange chicken…wow…heavenly!
8:00 PM. After food, Masturbate! Meth’s effects, the Zoloft, and a temporarily unusually high amount of stress make sex during the Trip not particularly rewarding, if you ascertain my meaning. Anyway, attempted wank for 90 minutes unsuccessfully, shower, Girlfriend comes over at 10:00 PM.
Midnight: Sex! As my G/F is quite giving, she performs oral sex…the most intimate kiss. I have, for 30+ years of my sex life, considered oral sex received as an appetizer, not an entrée……I enjoy P/V the most, missionary the most, in contrast to the 15 years I was married to a heavy bottom.
My G/F performs oral sex until completion….my orgasm is EXTRA-EXTRA-SUPER INTENSE!!! incredible….intense as hell….long lasting….much more so than normal. I savor properly!
I have noticed this effect several times now….and I have paid attention to these activities when not post-Meth…and those sensations are back at their normal levels.
Has anyone similar experiences? I know that food and sex are the 2 physical pleasures!
I invite discourse, as I am new; I welcome all suggestions, comments, experiences, and advice.
Oh, and of course I did! What’s good for the goose……
I'm back to Meth after 20+ years for about 2 months. IV is my ROA of choice. I have been lurking for some months. This place is awesome, I don't have enough Kudos. I'm in this alone, I have no friends in the scene, I drive an hour to score, and I like it that way. I am trying to enjoy myself but not harm myself, or those around me.
Although I use whenever I can, I have rules, the most basic is: one night only, 2 if planned, having three days with no responsibility. Have not broken it yet.
Thus, my typical trip will be a fairly substantial dose IV’d, and up until recently additional shots until cutoff, which is 8 hrs. prior to responsibility, now, no additional shots, smoking only until cutoff. I have been increasing the initial dose.
REPORT:
Standard Trip. Began use at 3:00 PM, .22g IV. 9:00 PM, IV’d .7. 1:00 AM, IV’d .3. Last use of Trip. Cutoff is 6:00 am, to facilitate sleep that evening, did not need anymore.
Tweaked merrily along until the subject of this trip….food and sex. I eat a meal before a trip, as HR. vitamins, too. Anyway, about 7:00 PM, it was time to eat. Not wanting to leave my cave, I order Chinese and paid the $12 to deliver….famished!
Although I have read that Meth reduces enjoyment of food, the food was EXTRA-EXTRA SUPER YUMMY! Interestingly, I appreciate how to savor…in many ways, and many things. When I Trip, I spend the first hour in the bed with the blanket over my head savoring the rush/high…..so I savor the orange chicken…wow…heavenly!
8:00 PM. After food, Masturbate! Meth’s effects, the Zoloft, and a temporarily unusually high amount of stress make sex during the Trip not particularly rewarding, if you ascertain my meaning. Anyway, attempted wank for 90 minutes unsuccessfully, shower, Girlfriend comes over at 10:00 PM.
Midnight: Sex! As my G/F is quite giving, she performs oral sex…the most intimate kiss. I have, for 30+ years of my sex life, considered oral sex received as an appetizer, not an entrée……I enjoy P/V the most, missionary the most, in contrast to the 15 years I was married to a heavy bottom.
My G/F performs oral sex until completion….my orgasm is EXTRA-EXTRA-SUPER INTENSE!!! incredible….intense as hell….long lasting….much more so than normal. I savor properly!
I have noticed this effect several times now….and I have paid attention to these activities when not post-Meth…and those sensations are back at their normal levels.
Has anyone similar experiences? I know that food and sex are the 2 physical pleasures!
I invite discourse, as I am new; I welcome all suggestions, comments, experiences, and advice.
Oh, and of course I did! What’s good for the goose……
