So I wanted to go to a rave this new years 2011 but I wound up not. I had two friends come over, and hey rung my doorbell as the clock struck midnight. I traded them K for some Ice and we wound up smoking and talking and playing MTG (things i almost never do) until 7:30AM. I took my last phat hit at 7 and then I wanted to go to bed because I didn't eat or sleep before that for nearly a day so I plugged some Morda (Heroin).
Normally I get a nice rush and a boner but this time I got a slight rush and some itches. I did some more about 40 minutes after that and I felt the Morda only slightly, it definitely made my closed eye visuals there though so I knew I was on it but the effects were muted. I was also smoking cargoship loads of herb with no avail.
I used to highly advocate amps and methamps but after this new years realizing how it overpowers everything, and also the fact that I could barely realize that I was twacked out (being that tweaking is a background high) I am over the high of meth. In fact I've become jaded to almost every high there is, I'm 23 and have been doing all drugs since I was a young lad and I think I've grown burnt out from everything. I don't even know what I want out of life anymore. I know life is worth living, but I'm not sure what makes it that way. Luckily I'm not too depressed though or else I would off myself. I've matured to be such a jaded condescending person, I feel like I'm too good for any pastime, that people that I meet are simpletons.
Anyways LOL back on topic meth+heroin is weak, meth overpowers and it basically mutes everything. I don't even understand the methigh its wack, you just have tons of energy, temporary euphoria, and major paranoia. I used to think of myself as an upper guy, but perhaps I'm more of a downer
Normally I get a nice rush and a boner but this time I got a slight rush and some itches. I did some more about 40 minutes after that and I felt the Morda only slightly, it definitely made my closed eye visuals there though so I knew I was on it but the effects were muted. I was also smoking cargoship loads of herb with no avail.
I used to highly advocate amps and methamps but after this new years realizing how it overpowers everything, and also the fact that I could barely realize that I was twacked out (being that tweaking is a background high) I am over the high of meth. In fact I've become jaded to almost every high there is, I'm 23 and have been doing all drugs since I was a young lad and I think I've grown burnt out from everything. I don't even know what I want out of life anymore. I know life is worth living, but I'm not sure what makes it that way. Luckily I'm not too depressed though or else I would off myself. I've matured to be such a jaded condescending person, I feel like I'm too good for any pastime, that people that I meet are simpletons.
Anyways LOL back on topic meth+heroin is weak, meth overpowers and it basically mutes everything. I don't even understand the methigh its wack, you just have tons of energy, temporary euphoria, and major paranoia. I used to think of myself as an upper guy, but perhaps I'm more of a downer
