dankhead88
Bluelighter
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Perfection
I wake up. It's 6 in the morning. Still feeling pretty groggy, I felt that I needed something to heat up my internal engine; so I figured, hey. What's a great way to start the day? Well, how about a nice pseudo speedball?So I get prepared...
I proceed to wash my hands and I start to open the bag and dissolve both drugs in the mixing bowl with 30 units of saline. The tan powder becomes a clear liquid so it blends perfectly with the color of meth. After mixing, I get the cotton thrown in there. As the cotton ball expands, I start anticipating, being that I haven't done this mix in over a year. I worry that this could potentially be devastating...
I stick the hypodermic needle in the cotton and draw it up my rig...
As the cotton dries out, the syringe makes bubbling noises. I proceed to flick the syringe and get rid of any residual air inside the rig. I wash off the needle and wipe off my arm with an alcohol pad.
I get anxious. The moment that's getting closer by the second...
I proceed to put on a tourniquet...
I find a desired vein and stab myself...
I pull back the plunger. Looks like red mist forming in the syringe. The crimson color surrounds the water...
It's ready. The perfect dose. The perfect shot.
I push it in and from that point, it was over. I start breathing hard and almost had an orgasmic feeling throughout my body. I felt very light headed and my mental state was overwhelmed by a state of well-being. I felt a sense of balance for once. It's quite weird, but I do not feel too jittery nor too amped up, and nor am I too tired or lethargic. I felt like the perfect human being. I can do everything at a fast pace in a calm manner. Without the compulsive behaviors associated with meth and without the constant nod that happens in the middle of a task. I feel worry free and everything just seemed perfect. I felt perfect. This euphoria also gave me a great sense of arrogance. The two drugs made me feel better than a meth tweaker or a heroin junkie. I felt as if I was above all of them. I am not in any sense an arrogant person. I try not to be at least, but these drugs made me perfect as arrogant as that sounds.
I am Perfect.
Now some people may disagree. Some people feels that it's a waste of drugs to mix the two, but it just seems too perfect for me. I would say it would be great for mid day use. tweak in the morning, balance in the afternoon, and nod at night. God, I wish that was my lifestyle, but it just seems too dangerous to live like that constantly. I'm going to have to keep it minimal. This is a special treat deserved for a special occasion.
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