Meth - Experienced - advice needed plz

[cule8960]

Ya thats what im doing. I be drinkin energy drinks but thats about it for now

 

[Ziiirp]

Great, at least your receptors should recover slowly this way. Even when Energy Drinks do not have any advantages over dopamine releasers concerning cardiac dangers in my experience (perceptively).

 

[vblackwood69]

So jealous. Minus the whole ER thing.

EDIT: What type of advice do you need? Anyone would go psychotic after 5 nights of no sleep. It sounds to me like you were tweaking your ass off, possibly already psychotic before that point and then suffered a panic attack. You were probably not in that much danger. I personally have never managed to get through the third night and knowing how the body behaves at that point I become very sceptical when someone mentions his 'week with sleep' or in your case six days. No offense. How could last even have been enjoyable when you had not slept in the past 5 days? Wtf?! No shadow people? No issues with your eyes? No muscle tension? Did you even shower during that entire time?! :D

Okay, I have GOT to jump in here. I'm so excited other people know about all this. I did meth my first time about 4 or 5 months ago? And my sister had gotten me to try it. She opened up to me about having been doing it for the past few months and that I should try it with her because apparently I would love it. So I said what the hell and dropped [REDACTED] on like 11.5 grams? I don't remember exactly since I left my money and the deal up to my sister. I know nothing about getting stuff. #IAmLame

Anywho, over the course of three days, she and I (and eventually my step-father because my sister lured him into the gold as well) went through almost all of it. I will fully admit I was a fucking idiot. I went into it with wild abandon because I had been told by a friend I knew that did the stuff too that you can't OD from smoking it. Well, as per my luck, I am pretty sure I was the exception. Or close to?

I hadn't slept for four days by this time now because another day had passed and we were all getting closer to the end of my stash, (and here is why I got excited to jump into the convo), I at this point was hearing shit and seeing shit. Like those.optical illusions where it looks like all the circles are moving in the picture but they're not. That was happening to the patterns in the spackle paint on the ceiling when I looked. Or I would randomly hear my name whispered. "Tori," I would hear real quietly. And then like whispered murmuring. Nothing intelligble. Shadow people? Motherfucking yep. But like more just like a vaguely human shaped shadow. No real details and it was always in my periphery and gone in an instant.

It was a mindfuck. But as I continued pushing my boundaries, pressing against my threshold, I crossed a line. Because I had been sitting at my kitchen table, torching down the sides of the bowl to collect with the main bit that crystallized. And I took hit after hit until it was gone. Loaded another fat bowl. My sister joined me for this one. We finished it. She left. I loaded another. Keep in mind only like 2 hours had passed. I finished this bowl. They (sister and mother) got home as I was torching the sides again to get whatever little I could, right? Well my mom goes up to her room and my sister stays in the kitchen to talk small talk while I finish. I figure I'll get up and go chill on the couch before work since I'm higher than the God Damn atmosphere and rising a wave of euphoria I didn't know could ever exist no matter the drug. And that's when it happened. And keep in mind, I'm far enough along to be hallucinating and hearing shit and I was paranoid as fuck that entire day and thought my family was going to turn me in. Which is unlike me. Should have been a red flag.

Anyway, I get up and bam. I lock in place because within the breath of a second, no not even a second, my skin was instantly clammy and hot. I felt my face blanch. I grabbed the kitchen chair for support and choked out my sister's name as a wave of nausea rammed into me, nearly doubling me over. She got me a bucket and I went to grab it but then I got this intense shock of like..vertigo? Light headed dizziness. And it was damn near crippling. I was genuinely scared. My heart was thundering in my chest faster than it ever had in my life I swear. Everything looked kinda blurry/fuzzy/soft? And I clutched that bucket like it was the God Damn holy grail. My sister helped me to the couch and was like freaking out (which only made me panic inside) but kept saying she didn't wanna call 911 because she didn't wanna get in trouble?

Anyway. I ended up being done after about a week. But I call bullshit on anyone who says you can't OD from smoking. Because mother of God I swear...that shit was the scariest and most humbling "oh shit" moment in my life. I danced with the devil and got licked by the flames. I haven't touched it since until yesterday. At which point I smoked one bowl and called it a day and then smoked one today and called it quits. One a day from now on. Not chancing that nightmare ever again.

 

[Boku_]

Man smoking 13 grams of meth between 2-3 people is an insane amount to use even if it took you three days to go through it all. No wonder you didn't sleep for 4+ days and by the sound of your reaction and expierence you explained i'd say you had more than your fair portion of that 13 grams, are you sure you don''t mean 13 points which would work out to be 1.3 grams of meth.

And vblackwood69 we are not spose to mention prices in this section of blue light but the without mentioning the price you quoted 13 grams IMO doesn't seem a realistic price where as 13 points would be a more likely amount of meth to use over a three day period. Don't worry i am not implying smoking 13 points over a three day period is a light weight level of drug use quite the opposite as the most stimulants i've used in a session is when I snorted a gram of powdered amphetamines that keep me awake for 4 days and was not a enjoyable experience at all after the first night without sleep. That was over ten years ago and recently this past year smoking meth i have been far more modest in the amount of meth i will score when i plan to use but the most meth i have smoked was .3 of a gram on night at midnight followed but exactly 24 hours later on the following night on meth i smoked another .2 of a gram of meth so a total of half a gram of meth in a 48 hour period which i must admit seeing as i spaced the meth out across a couple of separate nights i had a good three days of feeling a good buzz from the meth i used.

If you want my advice as far as using meth and trying not to go overboard and getting mental from it only score enough meth for one nights use and really and i know it sounds easier said than done aim to have at least 2 full weeks without meth use in between smoking sessions. If you think the nightmare you went through on your three day meth binge was hellish developing a long term daily meth habit is one of the ultimate destructive addictions a drug user can have and the deterioration of your physical health and the mental and emotional toll heavy meth use can have on a addict and i must stress i have never been a daily meth user but online here on bluelight ex-addict's have said it can take 6-12 months after stopping heavy daily meth use before a person can naturally experience any joy, pleasure or motivation in day to day life without using meth.

Tread careful vblackwood69 even smoking just a bowl of meth every second day or so can cause the mental cravings for the meth that can cause heavier level's of use.

Enjoy smoking meth for what it's meant for, an occasional break from reality to feel an heighten sense of pleasure to break the mood of day to day mundane life, not a buzz to feel everyday and night. Meth is loads of fun if you are a controlled user who knows his limit's.

 

[vblackwood69]

Crap! Thanks for the heads up, Boku. About the prices. I must have missed that. D:

Uhm as for the points vs grams thing. I just asked my sister's guy and he said it was 11.5 grams. My memory is shit, I swear. I was off on the price, falling short by a little (which I'm about to go edit out).

But trust me, I've learned my lesson since then. As I had said earlier, it was like 4 or 5 months ago. The small binge I just went on this time that started two days ago, I had one bowl a day. Just enough to let me ride a gentle high for the day only to repeat the next day. But today was my last for at least two weeks. Because I'll definitely start taking your advice. Which, by the way, is more than appreciated. Honestly. You're very kind.

Besides my opiates and the occasional bowl of kush, meth is the only thing I've done. And even then, I'm really quite...well, not dumb. But not as savvy when it comes to drugs. Except for my oxies. I've been on them for three years now? Yeah. I've always preferred my 20s to anything else.

Anyway, yeah. Thank you again for your advice. Believe me when I say I'll heed it. As far as meth is concerned, careful is now my middle name.

 

[Burnt Offerings]

Screaming in pleasure or pain?

0,o

Screaming like a little girl, to be exact

 

[crOOk]

Anyway. I ended up being done after about a week. But I call bullshit on anyone who says you can't OD from smoking. Because mother of God I swear...that shit was the scariest and most humbling "oh shit" moment in my life. I danced with the devil and got licked by the flames. I haven't touched it since until yesterday. At which point I smoked one bowl and called it a day and then smoked one today and called it quits. One a day from now on. Not chancing that nightmare ever again.

You can always experience adverse health effects that will pose an acute threat to your life, regardless of roa. Whether or not you experience symptoms like the ones you described doesn't really matter when you are suffering a heart attack lol. So yeah, meth is relatively safe compared to opiates or ghb, but can most definitely kill you via any roa, even at low doses if you are predisposed (e.g. high blood pressure).

Nice post btw, had me laughing a few times.

 

[vblackwood69]

You can always experience adverse health effects that will pose an acute threat to your life, regardless of roa. Whether or not you experience symptoms like the ones you described doesn't really matter when you are suffering a heart attack lol. So yeah, meth is relatively safe compared to opiates or ghb, but can most definitely kill you via any roa, even at low doses if you are predisposed (e.g. high blood pressure).

Nice post btw, had me laughing a few times.

Well I'm glad my brush with fucking SATAN amused you. D:< lol

But honestly yeah. I mean, I'm not totally an airhead. I KNOW some shit can easily happen to anyone, especially those predisposed like me. I have heart a slow leak in my left ventricle of my heart, hypertension, a hearty murmur. Etc. So I take it slower than most, but Damn. That shit still scared me. Fuck, made me find Jesus in my life REAL quick.

You know, while we are here, I have a question. How come sometimes when I'm enjoying a bowl does the smoke randomly and suddenly get super harsh and like sour? It goes back to being smooth and almost tasteless after. But every once in a while, a hit here or there will be super harsh feeling and sour tasting. o:

 

[theGirlWithBlueHair]

Depends on the receptors on your tongue