greetings to all. so before i get into what I'm going to talk about is how I initially got introduced to meth, which was buy an ex boyfriend of mine. initially i heard acquaintances speak about it but i was still a baby (16) didn't care about it until i laid my eyes on my ex boyfriend and was willing to do whatever it took for me to impress him. few weeks we went at it but eventually broke up. that's when I also broke up with the meth in the process cause I had no idea how to go about buying it for myself.
fast forward i graduated from high school and got my own place, life hasn't been treating me the best so i decided to buy some meth for myself and it became a habit lately but recently i went completely cold turkey cause i got a shock when I didn't reach where I wanted to be with the amount I usually buy. so in a nut shell my tolerance went quickly high in a short space of time (a month) so that kinda threw me off because im very educated when it comes to addiction and the signs but also how there's such a stigma against meth or hard core drugs but it's only been 2 weeks without smoking, and I do think about it from time to time you know, don't blame me.
so in actual fact i just would like to know some of your early days and how you went about it? subconsciously knowing that you driving yourself to a ditch but still heading to it anyway? just at 20km per hour lol. and if you interpreted my joke in the wrong way loosen up lol
anyone who relates?
fast forward i graduated from high school and got my own place, life hasn't been treating me the best so i decided to buy some meth for myself and it became a habit lately but recently i went completely cold turkey cause i got a shock when I didn't reach where I wanted to be with the amount I usually buy. so in a nut shell my tolerance went quickly high in a short space of time (a month) so that kinda threw me off because im very educated when it comes to addiction and the signs but also how there's such a stigma against meth or hard core drugs but it's only been 2 weeks without smoking, and I do think about it from time to time you know, don't blame me.
so in actual fact i just would like to know some of your early days and how you went about it? subconsciously knowing that you driving yourself to a ditch but still heading to it anyway? just at 20km per hour lol. and if you interpreted my joke in the wrong way loosen up lol
anyone who relates?
