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Bluelighter
This is my first ever post, but I'm a long time lurker, so apologies in advance if I'm in the wrong forum.
I have been using opioids on a daily basis for approx 7 years, exclusively percocet and vicodin, always orally, at an average of 100 mg per day, give or take. They are not causing me any particular life problems, but they just don't do what they used to, and the $500 per month I spend on them doesn't seem value-proportional anymore. I can afford them but I'm just throwing good money after bad. So I've made several attempts to kick them without success. Tried tapering and cold turkey.
Recently, I ran across someone with access to Meth, so I copped a G, bought a bowl and blazed away. I have a long history with Meth going back 20 years. I'm assuming from what I've read that this is going to sound kind of strange, but I've never had any problem just putting the pipe down and walking away. I personally don't think Meth is addicting in a purely physiological sense, but that's for another day. What I found, quite by accident, is that while tweaking the withdrawal effects from the percs were muted almost to the point of not being present, save for the usual sneezing spasms and runny nose. I am averaging 15-20 MG's of ops while on Meth, only to stop the sneezing.
SO...am I crazy/delusional for thinking Meth could be my ticket out of opioid addiction? I have never had the after effects of quitting Meth that everyone, my wife included, seems to suffer thru. No intense craving. Sleep a couple of days and then meh. Now, what gives me pause is that I am 61 yes old, have 9 stents in my heart from 3 heart attacks, but am otherwise in great physical shape with a body fat content that is probably under the average for my height. With all this in mind, is this a good idea/ bad idea and why? I'm aware of the obvious, I know Meth raises blood pressure etc and it's not without risk, but I take lots of heart meds and BP has never an issue. My heart problems are vascular in nature, no congenital defects and little if any loss of muscle. My plan as I speak is 30 days if meth with 4-5 days of reduced tapering followed by 25 days of cold turkey with the meth acting as my blast shield. I will be hapoy to list all of my meds if you think it is germaine. Thoughts/strategies?
I have been using opioids on a daily basis for approx 7 years, exclusively percocet and vicodin, always orally, at an average of 100 mg per day, give or take. They are not causing me any particular life problems, but they just don't do what they used to, and the $500 per month I spend on them doesn't seem value-proportional anymore. I can afford them but I'm just throwing good money after bad. So I've made several attempts to kick them without success. Tried tapering and cold turkey.
Recently, I ran across someone with access to Meth, so I copped a G, bought a bowl and blazed away. I have a long history with Meth going back 20 years. I'm assuming from what I've read that this is going to sound kind of strange, but I've never had any problem just putting the pipe down and walking away. I personally don't think Meth is addicting in a purely physiological sense, but that's for another day. What I found, quite by accident, is that while tweaking the withdrawal effects from the percs were muted almost to the point of not being present, save for the usual sneezing spasms and runny nose. I am averaging 15-20 MG's of ops while on Meth, only to stop the sneezing.
SO...am I crazy/delusional for thinking Meth could be my ticket out of opioid addiction? I have never had the after effects of quitting Meth that everyone, my wife included, seems to suffer thru. No intense craving. Sleep a couple of days and then meh. Now, what gives me pause is that I am 61 yes old, have 9 stents in my heart from 3 heart attacks, but am otherwise in great physical shape with a body fat content that is probably under the average for my height. With all this in mind, is this a good idea/ bad idea and why? I'm aware of the obvious, I know Meth raises blood pressure etc and it's not without risk, but I take lots of heart meds and BP has never an issue. My heart problems are vascular in nature, no congenital defects and little if any loss of muscle. My plan as I speak is 30 days if meth with 4-5 days of reduced tapering followed by 25 days of cold turkey with the meth acting as my blast shield. I will be hapoy to list all of my meds if you think it is germaine. Thoughts/strategies?
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