Its been several months since anyone commented on this topic, but its a timeless one IMO as long as people will keep getting high on amps like meth, coke, ecstasy, etc. In answer to the question - no I don't think meth turns a straight person gay. Someone earlier stated that the real indicator for a sexual orientation is to be able to be in a relationship with another...to have emotional investment present. That resonates. To simply have sex for sex's sake...nope. But here lies the fascinating element with meth. I heard some guy say years ago that dope will "make a gay man straight". ...that got some laughs, but he was telling the truth. Truth can be stranger than fiction sometimes. As for me, off meth I react very normal in a sexual manner. I am a man that is sexually attracted to women. Case closed. But methamphetamine opened up Pandoras Box in a way that blew my mind. The first time I tried it I felt the insane boost to my libido. Off the charts. ...this was simply how I felt and thought with no outside enhancers or influencers. Shortly after I tried it, I discovered the colossal double whammy of meth and porn. Pornography will arouse anyone if you look at it for more than a few seconds. Looking at it sober was usually a very quick ritual. Lol rub one out and get on with your day. On meth....whole nother ball game. Watching porn while high on meth was like taking the amp to 11. More like 21. Left Spinal Tap in the dust. Doing this kind of thing was extremely intoxicating and pleasurable...but after you get the sandwich and a nap its easy to feel like a P.O.S. ....and it becomes like a dirty little secret you have, until you meet others who experience the same thing. ..."hey when you do this do you also do this too?" ..."as a matter of fact, yeah!!" ....and then you still feel like a P.O.S. but not as bad. There are the tweekers that don't obsess on sex, but from my experience they are in the minority. So you have the ones that keep it hetero and the ones that are all over the map. I feel into the latter category, but it didn't start that way. I believe that over time getting high watching porn and furiously flogging my bishop, my thoughts started to change. Once my thoughts started to change, it produced new feelings that added to the already off the charts euphoria. Which led to acting out those new thoughts and feelings. Of which never entered my mind except when I was high on meth. The uncontrollable sexual urges became a double edged sword. ....I got a rush of excitement anticipating the coming maelstrom of pure debauchery, but I also found myself wanting almost every time. Rarely would sexual exploits transpire to the level of those in my fantasies. ...meth and porn will do that. Lol it just sets the bar impossibly high. You think that you are living in a fucking porno movie 24/7. .....then when you start tweeking later you see naked people everywhere...when its really a mailbox or a tree branch. .....becuase you have conditioned yourself by super overindulgence of porn to see shit that ain't even there. ......someone said earlier that men high on meth who will play for the other team because women take too much work to get naked and I fully 100% agree with that. Men in that state want sex NOW....no putting the hours in....fuck all that....so it becomes a natural progression to have either man on man or man on computer. Lol. ...to be honest with you in the later stages of my meth addiction I actually preferred being alone masturbating. Porn was great in that it was dependable. It was controllable. It didn't talk back or argue. It was the gift that kept on giving. And...I was able to enjoy my high for the duration not having to deal with someone else's weird energy. That contagious anxiety provoking paranoia and madness. Its all madness really. But the strange isolation of meth fueled porno masturbation binges....was method behind the madness.
I don't do drugs anymore. They were fun for a long time but they just stopped working for me. This post may make you think I am a psycho. Lol not really. I am a normal Joe in a normal town. But I do have some insight to this kind of thing. ...one thing about me is that I never ever was into sex unless the other person was too. Anything outside of that...you are getting into rapo land. And fuck that! Its sick...no honor. ...nowadays I have a couple girlfriends nothing steady....We fool around here and there....I am sober. ....my junk still works great. I am getting praise not complaints. ....plan to keep it that way. ....