holdonitsover
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 12, 2017
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I quit using about 3 months ago and ive just wanted to get some things off my chest, i dont care if anyone replies or whatever happens but im going through remission so. Whatever i was doing hard meth for about 4 years and i was fine up until about a year ago, i stopped sleeping a lot because the only way i could get to sleep was when the shit wore off, and i dont even think it wore off to this day, i went crazy i thought a lot of different things , a lot of people i used to know stopped talking to me so i thought "oh maybe im retarted" that wasnt the case i was just a methhead, i thought i could read minds or really just hear thoughts , how that started i dont know, i thought there were aliens ready and willing to just come pick me up and take me to meth heaven, they never showed up, im just about 4 months sober from it and im tryi ng hard to get over this schyzo psychosis thing and i really want to go to a psychiatrist or a therapist or something but im not really the type to need that shit, im just gonna pray my head gets better and i get my life back on track. Pray for me please , please and if you get a chance to do meth just dont take it ??