Amadeus
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- Aug 11, 2008
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I have never written an experience report before but I am quite well versed in the subject of drugs and the ingestion of them. Drugs have always fascinated me and I have received a ton of good information from experience reports just like this one so I think it is time I add to the wealth of knowledge.
Just a quick bit of background: I have done quite a few drugs, from research chemicals and bath salts to heroin and meth. I was addicted to heroin for 6 years, got sober, and then found a happy balance between inebriates and managing my life in a healthy way. I am always looking for new things to try and I truly believe in the statement "better living through chemicals." Having gotten off of true opiates, I am now a daily Kratom user and have been for a few months now.
On to the report!
To start the day I took my daily 15gs of Kratom (the strain I took was Malaysian Maeng Da) which doesn't really give me a high anymore but does take a significant edge off my anxiety. I'm pretty used to it by now.
I had recently ordered a batch of Phenibut online as I was interested in its anti-anxiety and relaxing applications. The day that it arrived I found it sitting on my porch when I came home from work to eat lunch and instantly dove into the packaging.
T - 0m
I had read online that Phenibut takes a miraculously long time to kick in so I quickly downed approximately 1 - 1.5g as I only had two hours of work left and thought it would kick in as I was leaving.
I also took my midday dose of Kratom with it, and throughout the rest of the experience I only experienced slightly heavier sedation as a result of mixing the two substances (or so I believe).
T - 20m
As I got back to work I thought I noticed a slight "off-kilter" feeling that I usually get when taking anything that messes with your GABA receptors (a class of drugs I do not like very much but Phenibut seemed fairly benign and low-key) and also noticed that my anxiety had all but disappeared. I attributed this to placebo effect and the expectation of the coming high as I had read Phenibut is supposed to take 2 - 4 hours to kick in.
T - 1h
Now I definitely notice that my head-space seems entirely clear without being foggy or having an undercurrent of uneasiness like
I am used to in my daily life. I am able to help customers and get my work done with almost no mental chatter. Strangely enough this was a very clear-headed feeling and not narcotic at all which I welcomed gladly.
T - 2h
As I left work I decided that I was not feeling the Phenibut as I thought I should so decided to dose another 1.5 - 2gs. When I arrived home I took the dose and noted that I still felt very at ease. I then went to the gym to lift weights like I do every other day.
T - 3h
There was a brief moment where I wondered if I had taken to much but it was quickly forgotten as I have gotten to be extremely in tune with my body and what it is telling me throughout my drug taking career.
Through my entire weight lifting set I noticed that I was not preoccupied with my thoughts and was able to focus entirely on lifting weights; becoming lost in the activity, so to speak. This very rarely happens and took me by surprise when I noticed it. Further, the extra dose actually upped the narcotic effects and I became very affable with people and was slightly uncoordinated but nothing that I couldn't handle. At no point did it feel like I took "too much," it just felt like the experience was getting more intense.
T - 4h
As I'm leaving the gym the effects have kicked in completely! I feel right as rain: completely at home in myself and happy with everything in my life. A wonderful feeling. I decided to grab a bite to eat as I was hungry and freestyle'd some verses to beats all the way to the fast food joint and back home; better freestyle then I have ever done because I was not over-thinking it. My world could not be more perfect.
I will admit that driving was a little worrisome as I was a bit loopy but it only took me one minute to focus on driving and it felt no different then being sober. I realize that this was a potentially dangerous move and am just glad that I was as in control as I suspected I was.
T - 5h
My sister and her boyfriend cooked dinner and I ate with them, talking easily and having a blast. Her boyfriend and I smoked a little weed and then had a long conversation about the videogame I am currently designing. Once again, I was able to explain the concepts and code better than I was ever able to before and the boyfriend was extremely interested. Eventually they hung out in the living room and I was left to my own devices.
One thing of note about the Phenibut is that when I was under it's influence I was able to complete tasks and work on my projects with ease and absolutely no hesitancy. Normally it is difficult for me to get started on anything but I started working on my videogame and quickly became enraptured by it. I'm actually really surprised it had this effect on me as I have not experienced any other drug to so totally remove the mental "barrier to entry" to starting on any of my work. I ended up getting quite a bit done on my project; more than I had in days of trying to work on it.
T - 6h
Although I don't really partake in hard drugs anymore I had started my vacation on this day and when my friend called asking if I wanted to buy the last of his meth I heartily agreed. The Phenibut and weed together was an amazingly wonderful feeling; normally I'm not a huge fan of weed but the Phenibut (and Kratom, probably) killed all of the typical "too heavy to move or do anything plus added paranoia" I get when stoned and I was left with a very cerebral, creative mindset. I hashed out some more systems in my videogame and was very pleased with the results.
T - 8h
By now the Phenibut had mostly worn off and I was no longer all that stoned. I did feel an "afterglow" and was not as sedated or narcotized anymore which was also a great addition. Around this time my friend showed up with the tweak.
T - 8h 30m
I hadn't done meth in quite a few years so I had forgotten what to expect but I ended up plugging the 0.2g I had gotten.
T - 8h 45m
The meth rush hits me like a ton of bricks: this was way better stuff then I had thought it would be. The lasting bit of the Phenibut definitely helped take a lot of the stimulant edge off as I can easily get very "tweaky" and paranoid on meth. Mostly I just felt very calm and was interested in everything- I couldn't keep my focus on one thing very long at all.
Further, my face and extremities phased in and out of feeling tingly all over- a kind of numb feeling like if my hand or arm had fallen asleep and was just waking up. A strange sensation to be sure but I found it pleasant.
Overall I felt extremely good although it was a very intense come up.
[Potentially graphic depictions follow.]
T - 9h
Meth for me is a very sexual drug and so I ended up masturbating a couple times completely absorbed in the porn I was watching and what I was doing. Orgasms felt amazing but were particularly difficult to achieve as my junk stayed mostly flaccid throughout the entire activity; I usually can't get it up on stims.
It is always a fun experience exploring myself, my body, and my sexuality on stims and this time was no different. The only thing that might beat the level of focus, passion, and intensity of sensations is when doing the same but with a partner.
T - 10h
After reading some articles online and indulging in some more porn I noticed the meth starting to come off its high and decided this would be a good time to dose one last round of Phenibut to kick in right as I am coming down. I took approximately 2.5 - 3g this time around. This was the most focused part of my high and I actually got quite a bit of work I had been putting off done as well as some menial file management tasks which would normally be a complete and utter bore but were quite enjoyable this time around. As before, I was completely absorbed in the task and felt completely happy and at peace doing them.
T - 11h
The tweak has leveled off at this point although I am still quite stimmed. I decide to go to the gas station to grab some cigarettes and ended up getting a big bottle of Corona as well as I never drink. After getting home I did some research and decided against drinking the alcohol since it would interact poorly with the Phenibut as they both work on the GABA receptors and the resulting combination could potentially be dangerous.
T - 12h
Still stimmed enough to write this report! The Phenibut dose I took is starting to slowly build up and I feel absolutely calm and actually pretty tired. Phenibut seems to completely destroy the edgy, twitchy, "need to do more stims" feeling that I have come to know and respect but without completely knocking me out or making me feel extremely strange like Xanax or other such drugs usually do. I feel absolutely fantastic even though I'm not nearly as high as I was and feel like going to sleep in an hour or so won't be a problem at all.
Overall, I had a fantastic night and will have to try this combo again in the far future. I'm really glad the Phenibut worked as well as it did as I had read mixed reports on its effectiveness but I couldn't be happier with it. Just have to be careful about not using it every day as the withdrawals are particularly awful and from what I've researched tolerance shoots up with Phenibut way, way faster than most drugs.
As one last note, now that the stimulant high has for the most part worn off and just left a sort of focused mental edge, I do notice that my lower and upper back hurt somewhat. Same thing with my lower jaw. It isn't really all that noticeable and is probably a combination of my weight lifting session and the typical soreness that stimulants always seem to leave me with. Not something that I am worried about in the slightest.
When I posted this on erowid I was still feeling pretty decent but I don't feel all that great now- my back aches and I'm a little worried about potentially having a meth overdose. It is possible it is just my paranoia, however. The phenibut isn't really doing anything anymore and I just feel stimmed up and somewhat off. My vision is a little strange, my chest hurts slightly, and it is kind of hard to type accurately and correctly. I've been this way before after doing good tweak so I'm not too worried about being okay but it just sucks having to think about all of the potential consequences if I am actually ODing.
Either way, this was definitely an interestind and wonderful night except for this end. It has already started to abate somewhat and I can think clearly now so I'm hoping I'm through the woods! Careful with stims and downers, everyone; just be safe and research a ton beforehand!!!
And that is it! As there are not a wealth of Phenibut experience reports out there I certainly hoped this help inform someones decision! As always, be safe and do a ton of research before trying new substances or mixing any together.
Just a quick bit of background: I have done quite a few drugs, from research chemicals and bath salts to heroin and meth. I was addicted to heroin for 6 years, got sober, and then found a happy balance between inebriates and managing my life in a healthy way. I am always looking for new things to try and I truly believe in the statement "better living through chemicals." Having gotten off of true opiates, I am now a daily Kratom user and have been for a few months now.
On to the report!
To start the day I took my daily 15gs of Kratom (the strain I took was Malaysian Maeng Da) which doesn't really give me a high anymore but does take a significant edge off my anxiety. I'm pretty used to it by now.
I had recently ordered a batch of Phenibut online as I was interested in its anti-anxiety and relaxing applications. The day that it arrived I found it sitting on my porch when I came home from work to eat lunch and instantly dove into the packaging.
T - 0m
I had read online that Phenibut takes a miraculously long time to kick in so I quickly downed approximately 1 - 1.5g as I only had two hours of work left and thought it would kick in as I was leaving.
I also took my midday dose of Kratom with it, and throughout the rest of the experience I only experienced slightly heavier sedation as a result of mixing the two substances (or so I believe).
T - 20m
As I got back to work I thought I noticed a slight "off-kilter" feeling that I usually get when taking anything that messes with your GABA receptors (a class of drugs I do not like very much but Phenibut seemed fairly benign and low-key) and also noticed that my anxiety had all but disappeared. I attributed this to placebo effect and the expectation of the coming high as I had read Phenibut is supposed to take 2 - 4 hours to kick in.
T - 1h
Now I definitely notice that my head-space seems entirely clear without being foggy or having an undercurrent of uneasiness like
I am used to in my daily life. I am able to help customers and get my work done with almost no mental chatter. Strangely enough this was a very clear-headed feeling and not narcotic at all which I welcomed gladly.
T - 2h
As I left work I decided that I was not feeling the Phenibut as I thought I should so decided to dose another 1.5 - 2gs. When I arrived home I took the dose and noted that I still felt very at ease. I then went to the gym to lift weights like I do every other day.
T - 3h
There was a brief moment where I wondered if I had taken to much but it was quickly forgotten as I have gotten to be extremely in tune with my body and what it is telling me throughout my drug taking career.
Through my entire weight lifting set I noticed that I was not preoccupied with my thoughts and was able to focus entirely on lifting weights; becoming lost in the activity, so to speak. This very rarely happens and took me by surprise when I noticed it. Further, the extra dose actually upped the narcotic effects and I became very affable with people and was slightly uncoordinated but nothing that I couldn't handle. At no point did it feel like I took "too much," it just felt like the experience was getting more intense.
T - 4h
As I'm leaving the gym the effects have kicked in completely! I feel right as rain: completely at home in myself and happy with everything in my life. A wonderful feeling. I decided to grab a bite to eat as I was hungry and freestyle'd some verses to beats all the way to the fast food joint and back home; better freestyle then I have ever done because I was not over-thinking it. My world could not be more perfect.
I will admit that driving was a little worrisome as I was a bit loopy but it only took me one minute to focus on driving and it felt no different then being sober. I realize that this was a potentially dangerous move and am just glad that I was as in control as I suspected I was.
T - 5h
My sister and her boyfriend cooked dinner and I ate with them, talking easily and having a blast. Her boyfriend and I smoked a little weed and then had a long conversation about the videogame I am currently designing. Once again, I was able to explain the concepts and code better than I was ever able to before and the boyfriend was extremely interested. Eventually they hung out in the living room and I was left to my own devices.
One thing of note about the Phenibut is that when I was under it's influence I was able to complete tasks and work on my projects with ease and absolutely no hesitancy. Normally it is difficult for me to get started on anything but I started working on my videogame and quickly became enraptured by it. I'm actually really surprised it had this effect on me as I have not experienced any other drug to so totally remove the mental "barrier to entry" to starting on any of my work. I ended up getting quite a bit done on my project; more than I had in days of trying to work on it.
T - 6h
Although I don't really partake in hard drugs anymore I had started my vacation on this day and when my friend called asking if I wanted to buy the last of his meth I heartily agreed. The Phenibut and weed together was an amazingly wonderful feeling; normally I'm not a huge fan of weed but the Phenibut (and Kratom, probably) killed all of the typical "too heavy to move or do anything plus added paranoia" I get when stoned and I was left with a very cerebral, creative mindset. I hashed out some more systems in my videogame and was very pleased with the results.
T - 8h
By now the Phenibut had mostly worn off and I was no longer all that stoned. I did feel an "afterglow" and was not as sedated or narcotized anymore which was also a great addition. Around this time my friend showed up with the tweak.
T - 8h 30m
I hadn't done meth in quite a few years so I had forgotten what to expect but I ended up plugging the 0.2g I had gotten.
T - 8h 45m
The meth rush hits me like a ton of bricks: this was way better stuff then I had thought it would be. The lasting bit of the Phenibut definitely helped take a lot of the stimulant edge off as I can easily get very "tweaky" and paranoid on meth. Mostly I just felt very calm and was interested in everything- I couldn't keep my focus on one thing very long at all.
Further, my face and extremities phased in and out of feeling tingly all over- a kind of numb feeling like if my hand or arm had fallen asleep and was just waking up. A strange sensation to be sure but I found it pleasant.
Overall I felt extremely good although it was a very intense come up.
[Potentially graphic depictions follow.]
T - 9h
Meth for me is a very sexual drug and so I ended up masturbating a couple times completely absorbed in the porn I was watching and what I was doing. Orgasms felt amazing but were particularly difficult to achieve as my junk stayed mostly flaccid throughout the entire activity; I usually can't get it up on stims.
It is always a fun experience exploring myself, my body, and my sexuality on stims and this time was no different. The only thing that might beat the level of focus, passion, and intensity of sensations is when doing the same but with a partner.
T - 10h
After reading some articles online and indulging in some more porn I noticed the meth starting to come off its high and decided this would be a good time to dose one last round of Phenibut to kick in right as I am coming down. I took approximately 2.5 - 3g this time around. This was the most focused part of my high and I actually got quite a bit of work I had been putting off done as well as some menial file management tasks which would normally be a complete and utter bore but were quite enjoyable this time around. As before, I was completely absorbed in the task and felt completely happy and at peace doing them.
T - 11h
The tweak has leveled off at this point although I am still quite stimmed. I decide to go to the gas station to grab some cigarettes and ended up getting a big bottle of Corona as well as I never drink. After getting home I did some research and decided against drinking the alcohol since it would interact poorly with the Phenibut as they both work on the GABA receptors and the resulting combination could potentially be dangerous.
T - 12h
Still stimmed enough to write this report! The Phenibut dose I took is starting to slowly build up and I feel absolutely calm and actually pretty tired. Phenibut seems to completely destroy the edgy, twitchy, "need to do more stims" feeling that I have come to know and respect but without completely knocking me out or making me feel extremely strange like Xanax or other such drugs usually do. I feel absolutely fantastic even though I'm not nearly as high as I was and feel like going to sleep in an hour or so won't be a problem at all.
Overall, I had a fantastic night and will have to try this combo again in the far future. I'm really glad the Phenibut worked as well as it did as I had read mixed reports on its effectiveness but I couldn't be happier with it. Just have to be careful about not using it every day as the withdrawals are particularly awful and from what I've researched tolerance shoots up with Phenibut way, way faster than most drugs.
As one last note, now that the stimulant high has for the most part worn off and just left a sort of focused mental edge, I do notice that my lower and upper back hurt somewhat. Same thing with my lower jaw. It isn't really all that noticeable and is probably a combination of my weight lifting session and the typical soreness that stimulants always seem to leave me with. Not something that I am worried about in the slightest.
When I posted this on erowid I was still feeling pretty decent but I don't feel all that great now- my back aches and I'm a little worried about potentially having a meth overdose. It is possible it is just my paranoia, however. The phenibut isn't really doing anything anymore and I just feel stimmed up and somewhat off. My vision is a little strange, my chest hurts slightly, and it is kind of hard to type accurately and correctly. I've been this way before after doing good tweak so I'm not too worried about being okay but it just sucks having to think about all of the potential consequences if I am actually ODing.
Either way, this was definitely an interestind and wonderful night except for this end. It has already started to abate somewhat and I can think clearly now so I'm hoping I'm through the woods! Careful with stims and downers, everyone; just be safe and research a ton beforehand!!!
And that is it! As there are not a wealth of Phenibut experience reports out there I certainly hoped this help inform someones decision! As always, be safe and do a ton of research before trying new substances or mixing any together.
